hi

salam n hi ,
its december
selanjar 1 this feb 2013 , i havent start anything , im sleepy . bye

Anyway i rarely open my blog , anything email me at fatinfakhriah@rocketmail.com . for fast reply
=] baibai ~

sins

ya Allah , o YA ALLAH , i miss the old me ,:i ve zero idea of myself now, i want to run run, but where to go , im so tirer sad mad , where am i going now, 20 and alone , only have Allah , i dont know, im broke , no money , no jobs ,im hungry,im thinking of running away from house but where going , i dont have husband lolz , why u hate me so much , why , its better to not live in this world , so that everone is happy , less burden ,too bad , dont gv us school whn we r young if u dun wan to suffer , but in the end ur suffering too , apologise , 3yeaa, i my family is not nlrmal ,im not normal too , why , its all wrong from beginnnjng but who am i to judge ,indded i need to change myself , my attitjde , i dunnoe about myself , i cant get well along with my roomates in uitm n jsm before this , i mean im bad , sot

rry rs more n i will pay everything , its hard to be in poor family , we hv to work hard for  this blog is stupid , fuck , soory , 

i caant

i caant read my own post . FU , sorry ,

[2nd year updated]

Depending on your preference:
Medical: Kumar & Clark, Davidson, Hutchison clinical methods, Terry & Oconner Clinical Exam, ABC ECG, Ganong Pathophysilolgy, Katzung Clinical Pharmacology
Surgical: Browse, Bailey & Love,
Pathology: basic pat

hology by (forgot the name)
Musculoskeletal: Apley's Orthopaedics
Haematology: essential Haemato

You may also learn to search article/journal/EBM for up to date information...

not to forget to emphasize on Clinical skills/History Taking/proper systemic clinical examination...

 

 

humm , hopefully dapat senior same course dalam rumah , at least , amin >.< ~

xo

momoe

ANNEYONG ~!

ZZZZ dude , get a life ! we're not living in korean drama , aha ~
 Assalamualaikum , Happy ramdhan al Mubarak , nothing to say . as usual dunnoe what to write , nothing interesting , ahaks !! this is my 20th bufday cake ! from ABoh n MOK , tq v much !!! may ALLAH swt keep u in health always , amin 26th july 2012 , a very special day for everyone , and scariest day , cus !!! OUR RESULTS were announced during my birthday , i like seriously wanna dissapear from this land that day , but ALHAMDULLILAH , we goona be 2nd YEAR MEDICAL STUDENTS , yeh DOCTOR in MAKING ! insyALLAH .....
so whats plan for now ? CHILAXING TIME TV MOVIE EAT SLEEP
 : : : : 2ND YEAR PREPARATION ALSO !!! MUST DO IT BEFORE SEPT oO !! wehee , nothing much , this is it !!

20th face ! like seriously very not cute , aha ! and it's edit , thats why i look very fair , seriously shiizzz

2nd year

ALHAMDULLILAH , we made it to 2nd year O Allah forgive me TT.TT Fatin .. kejayaan dunia itu lebih manis dgn kejayan akhirat. TT.TT

and 3weeks left

Assalamualaikum wbt ,


alhamdulilah , 1st year of medical studnet life end today , 21 jun 2012 , how time flies very fast ,my heart is lup dup lup dup , can i pass my 2nd year ? can i answer everything ? can i remember averything ? can i write what i understand and know ? can i ? can i ?

O YA ALLAH , ampunilah diri ini , terlampau byk dosa-dosa yg aq buat , ya Allah aq slalu j lupa , lalai , sesungguhnya aq sgt hina Y_Y , ya Allah ampunilah segala kelalaian ku , ya Allah kuatkan lah keyakinan ku ini , ya Allah berikanlH aq kekuatan iman ,sesungguhnya aq sering lupa dan alpa terhadapMU Y__Y sesungguhnya aq tidak layak , aq sgt hina Y_Y . be positive fatin , positive , positive , aq tidak layak untuk memohon kpdMu selain keampunan atas sgl dosa dosA ,,,,, AQ MESTI CUBA !!!!! =(((((




HUM , nobody wish me lucks for pro , he he , so nobody remember me , i ve been 2 lone ranger [ forever alone ] , SO this is me , a serious girl who talk when i think its necessary only with some ppl ( i ve no idea what to talk ) , nobody knows what ive travelled , if i didnt push myself , nobody can help Y_Y this is true , dear friends , i know u wont see this , but , im really apologise for all if i hv md u hurts , i ve no intention to do that , and so sorry if i ve made u mad , good luck all for proffesional exam 1 , semoga dibuka pintu pemahaman and diilhamkan petunjuk ,,,,,, amin ~


 YA ALLAH , ampunilah diri ini , terlampau banyak dosa-dosa lampau yang tidak terpikul Y_Y , I REALLY WANT 2 BERJAYA IN DUNYA N AKHIRAT , ya ALLAH , ampunilah diri ini , ALLAH


things to cover
CNS ( SGD BIOCHEM , PHYSIO , PRACTICAL )
HAEMATO ( SGD , PRACTICAL ,
ahh so many more , its okey , UNDERSTAND AND REMEMBER FOREVER , AMIN ~

IF U READ THIS , PLEASE PRAY FOR MY BEAUTIFULL JOURNEY ^_^

xo

momoe

enganged

THE INCIDENT

SAD =[

korea here we goooo !!

assalamualaikum and hi ppl !!!i shouldnt blog at this time , with 7 weeks left for PROFESIONAL EXAM , i noe i noe , but hehehhe ,dont be too anxious with future till present is not appriciated (how to spell it)

 korea ? hope 2 be there soon , amin :D Y I WANNA B THERE ? 2 MEET THIS HANDOMEST PPL AGAIN :b :B  

                               it's FT ISLAND dooo

hewehwwhewwewe ( Wassup wif HEWHewhew ? ) 


sooo , this is it , the travel agency ( kinda ) by malaysian student mr azri , heheh ur so handsomee i hope i can b there in korea like u ! :B ( yeh handsome part is joke , b there is TRUE ) 

HERE'S THE LINK , I HOPE MY SIS CAN BRING US , AMIN . I'LL KEEP DREAMING !! IT'S NOT POSSIBLE 

http://www.facebook.com/Muslimtourtokorea

hewwwheeeeeew i wannna goooo =d



dammit i dint get hostel , im baddddd

results

assalamualaikum and hi , my heart didnt lie , again ... my results drop , im not happy , but alhamdullilah , i pass it , overall selanjar 1,2,3 i passed but not with flying colors , but alhamdulilah alhamdulilah , i did worked hard mybe not smart , didnt revise evrytin back , xsempat ,, planning is not okay ,, YA ALLAH , serabut nya kepala ni nak plan ... kejap nak buat ni nak buat tu with LITTLE TIME ,maybe for others , CUKUP , me ? concentrate more on STUPID EMOTIONAL STUFF , IM LAZY TO THINK , I LET MY STUPID DESIRE TO CONTROLL ME ,WELL THIS GONNA LONG POST BOUT MY MISTAKES I DID BE4 SELANJAR 3, I DONT WANT TO REPEAT IT AGAIN FOR PRO EXAM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS NOT THAT IM NOT BERSYUKUY , BUT AGAIN STUPID STUFF DISTURBING , IF ONLY I CAN KILL THEM , I'LL !~ ya ALLAH ,please forgive me ,,, =(( i did lotsa mistakes , i left important things , i did do what u dont wannna us 2 do .. my friends who failed the selanjar 2 ? i believe they will pass it better than , alhamdulilah , i did my part as friend , now im gunna FOCUS on MYSELF !~ i'LL WORK SMART AND HARD , I WONT LET ANYTHING TO DISTURB ME AGAIN , EVER ,,, EVEN U dear ______ !! =((((((( OSPE ? yeh I SCREWEDD IT ,,,,,,,,,,,, ANATOMY AGAIN ~ ~ when so many things to revise , i forget everytin , I NEED TO FIND STUDY PARTNER, ILL STOP PRETENDING I LIKE GOSSIPING , GOSSIPING IS SUCH A WASTE OF ENERGY !!!! WHO CARES ???? GO TO H###L WITH THAT , SORY PEEPS . I BITCH ALOT HERE , THATS ALL.. IL KILL ANY1 WHO DISTURB ME W, EVEN U WITH STUPID FB EMOTIONAL STATUSES , WHAT DO U THINK AM I ????? ITS NOT EASY TO GET AT THIS PLACE, BEGGING U . STOP !!! XO MOMOE

exam

seriously i screweeeed evrytin , padang muke aq =(((((((( die larrr

wattehel im duin ?

ouh grosss wasting my time playing fb and internet , tomoro mcq paper ko igt ko da bijak fatin ?? im stupuid shitttt remember story when my parents almist want to divorce , never thot tat girl is hvg some probz , may everytin os fine go our family ='] i tot im ony got probz , others too , y am imaking life is so miserable ?

noting is great , ony when u hav the knowldege , i wann b a cardiologist , so ....... tiz iz it , SHUT UP AND WORK LIKE A HELLL , U MORONSSS

is this a love

assalamualaikum wbt .

hye momoe !!! im back , =] im falling in luv ? not rely its just there's a guy who's being very serious , which doesnt even care about my presence touched my heart , masyallah , i must forget him .................... im nobody to get the love , love of Allah did i tried to get it at my very best ???? o Allah the most mercy , please forgive my weakness , astarfirullah ,,,,,,, and syukk i pray for u to back soon , be healthy as u used to be , be strong syukur salleh !!~

my life

hello hello , hello and hello people !
just finished throwing all the output that i learnt for few blocks , everything is fine except anatomy part , HUH , i need to practice a lot .. my life after stepping into this course ? well said , still learning and learning to improve myself , the environment ? my sgd is okay , not really , i dont feel any LOVE BOND between us , like i used to feel in UITM , it's like everyone is at there for memorising and throwing what u know , i hate the MEMORISING PART , only at 2nd year got the application... >.< oh memorising is not my expertise , but I NEED TO UNDERSTAND and MEMORISE only i know and remember , my room ? getting better after mok bought me a kipas , the TABLE ? is small especially during study weeks , i dunnoe where to put my notes , even i scrathed my left arm many times bcus of the STUPID screw at the bed ladder , dammit, SHOULD BUY BOXES/RACK ?? ! STUDY GROUP , ALHAMDULILAH after few months finally i managed to find study partners , they help me to understand better , it's just that im too lazy to GO especially when im not well prepared =[ =[ i need to see doc fuad after this , how to GAIN MORE on ANATOMY , lisa and nur help me so much with the study especially during study weeks..thankyu for being during the time i lost in my study and not just during fun time (so sorry idk how to gossiping) , alhamdulilah , after this need to PLAN BETTER , and yes im REALLY FEEL DISTRACTED with someone who keep posting PSYCHO-ING STATUS ON FB , LIKE THE VICTIM OF THE SITUATION , what's wrong with you ?pointing a finger to someone else , lets musahabah ourselves ! know the concept , and apply it ,,,stop being drama queen ........... do ya need someone to accompany ya to poo ? LOL ... HEmmm, my mok said just ignore it and yes .... and yeh just now i approved some frenz request from A PILOT , SO CUTE ............. BUT IM NOBODY , SO I GUESS , [= [= [= BYE BYE MR PILOT ............... thats all. too lazy to blog , bye asslkm wbt ^_^Y




xo
momoe

ft island

yeh im guin to meet Em =B

stop being sad

heuu , y fatin must be so emotional , ur in medical school , no time to think that and that , ur carelessness today guin to kill ppl in future , dear lee hong ki im really sad for not being able to c ya , again , and i redha .. =] .... smile fatin . medical is fun , ya can know many things !! you want to fail selanjar 2 ?? of course no right , so work hard and smart , stop shopping >.<...... o ALLAH , alhamdulilah for everything , im wondering y my frenz tell me she got A for xm , its just that it made me little sad with mine , dont worry , she just want to share her hapiness , i dont know if she tell the others too , dont be sad fatin ! when ur friend is succeed , ya shul cheer!!oke now , UNDERSTAND UNDERSTAND UNDERSTAND and u'll remember , gotta go , going to ON-CALL with SGD , semoga dipermudahkan semuaNya .. amin2 =] and happi newww 2012 , 20 already ? yeuuuu~