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Wednesday, February 24, 2010

my heart racing and palms sweating

really 1march loh will b announce..n im in fever now....once again rase nak muntah+dupping=SPM FEVER.same things happened before my spm examination started..adoi...sakit perut aa...debar....well everyone is feeLing as same as i do feel now..student's policy..well things in my mind now...honestly..will my dream achieve??wah..what a common question...im never get bored with this..but it doesnt matter..i believe i can get straigth A'S...im expecting 10A'S,and my expectation will create it.INSYALLAH!but i dont know,we dont know till this 1March..all secrets will be reveal..i cant pretending to be calm now.i just have an ANXIOUS mind,i know it doesn't solve problems.it only creates more.Im a type of an anxious person.always have something to be worry.geeeeee!!!very SKEMA..emm..if it doesnt turn like i want,im afraid mom will be dissapoint..i mean she'll..my sis...my brO..they had spent and pampered me with all things to make sure i can get what i want.how about if i dont give them straight A'S results???IM SORRY IM SORRY..sigh...fatin............if i talk now,there's no use...oke cool fatin..I DEFEAT FEAR BY BELIEVING IN MYSELF..i believe i can get 10A'S.lets close bout this thingy..just remember this then like i read in MILES TO GO..do u heard a song called THE CLIMB sing by MILEY CYRUS??it means to me..as IT told us SUCCESS is progressive realization of ideas and goals.That means the best part-the part you are most SUCCESSFUL-is when u r taking steps foward toward your dream,not when you are in TOP.well everybody want to be on top,so do i.but if i dont get straigth A'S,i'll be frust with myself..i'll punish myself..i'll make pain inside my heart..but,im trying to convience myself now..I ALREADY HAVE MY SUCCESS now..as i worked to achieve it,and FATIN please dont GIVE UP,GIVE MORE.its not the end of the world.I have my DREAM..my dream is to be succeed in life..to be one of medic's student..to pay all my family's sacrification towards me.ITS ABOUT WORKING FOR WHAT YOU WANT.ITS ABOUT THE CLIMB!!!if i fail to get straigth A'S,hummm..maybe it takes time for me to recover.well we have to risk FAILURE to find SUCCESS..learn to CHERISH,not LAMENT.remember FATIN ,if U dont have ur triumph now,there's still another mountain to be climb.still have MATRIX if you dont get any foundation.remember your long term goals..insyALLAH everyting gonna be fine..amin amin...am not perfect,but i'll still keep praying to ALLAH eventough i have lotsa mistakes..i'll keep my faith to ALLAH SWT.well dear friends,i'll keep happy to your success..i'll keep smile and be grateful with all the outcomes..
XO momoe
p.s my old crush add me on fb juz now :P

Monday, February 15, 2010

REMiNDER FOR ALL BLOGGER AND PEOPLE


please dont leave message related with POLITICAL or RELIGIOUS issues in my CHATBOX
i WARNED you!!!!!!
i can talk everything here but not those STUFF!!
I created this BLOG to write everything about myself and share my passionate towards something.
i dont want to be ADUKA TARUNA or any blogger who write stupid/sensitive matter just to create fight between races or trying to attract public's attention with gossip stuff or make any chaos.....
PLEASE,AM TOO YOUNG TO TALK BOUT POLITICAL ISSUES!!!!!!!!
do UNDERSTAND this dude!!!!!
and if u read this CINAPEK,I KNOW WHO YOU ARE.. :)
REMEMBER..i can trace u even u didnt leave ur blog link!!!
be careful with ur words....n thx CINAPEK for dropping by my blog
i appreaciate it lots :)

tx~




Sunday, February 14, 2010

super junior tickets..heeeeeeee :)


this 20 MARCH at INDOOR stad BUKIT jalil :)



HEEEEEEEE...3 suju suju tx :)
well..i hope everything will go smoothly
and i hope i'll go with SMILEY face
coz my SPM result will b announce maybe early of MARCH
10 A'S amin amin... :)
insyALLAH
tx~

Sunday, February 7, 2010

SOmetimes friends can turn into a b*tch


deeply hurted
hurted wif some of my frenz manners
i wont tell who is she,but she juz dunnoe what is mannerism!!
i dunnoe what is the main reason she acted like MG (mean girl)
i know when we are in happy mood,there will lots of haters outside there..
but when our friends is having a gud news to be share,cant we allow em to celebrate their joy wthout becoming envious of it????????????
its better to answer "u DESERVED it Dear!"
than "OH OK or LOh"
IM not perfect either,but i try to not hold GRUDGES,to be SUPPORTIVE
to be there when i know i'm needed..
emm that reminds me of 200? and 200? years
the UNPLEASANT years that i ve
during my high school life..damn sucks!!!
im SORRY,but its really A painful year that i ve STRUGGLED!!
but im glad i ve graduated from high school
but i will never grudge to what had happened
i give my APOLOGISE to everyone
who had made ME
cried
sick
being an outcast
depressed
mad
frust
humiliated
PEACE yoo!!
:)
IM CHEWING ALL THE PAST
ALLOW EM
INTO
MY DIGESTIVE SYSTEM
GET RID OF EM
INTO
A TOILET BOWL
AND
BID EM FAREWELL!!
flush-ing
~~~
IM SORRY TOO FOR ALL MISTAKES!
P.S: can wait to get my Berry!!

Friday, February 5, 2010

my strength in life is fading!!

ouh am worrying now bout my SPM results
arhhh.........
takut takut
arghhh.........
decided to return to trgnu tis CNY ..
got many things to settle...but i'll come back to PENANG :P
aich..1 weeks i stop jogg..
my unsaturated fats increasing too much now..
wah dun wan b "queen of fat"
aich,..too many things in my mind now
relax relax momoe.....i cant relax..am scare with my spm result..sigh...
hopefully i can get stret A'S...amin amin...hayaa im putting too much pressure to myself..
ah laz nite lepak-ing wif my 2 sys at gurney..wohoo..
i can see am going to b chubby again
and d most terrible part is MY EYES
d EYEBAGS is like kek lapis srwk now,,hoho,..can be use as a kangaroo pouch osoe
:P kah kah kah

pic?? haha..wont upload it now...very ugly-duckling :P


am so confuse now~~~~~~

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

ouh jiwa hati kepala otak pening :(

ouhh...
kena balik kuala trg dis CNY
oh,,
ape ade d trg??
ouh boring place in earth :(
ouh,,,ouh,,,
ouh,,,,
ouh,,,,
selamat tinggal PENANG,selamat tinggal Quensbay,selamat tinggal tasek USM
bye bye everyone!!!
oh oh oh oh oh oh bored life is started again...

7 THINGS I LOVE bout PENANG
1.QUEENSBAY(fv21,elle,e-spirit,momoe n etc)
2.RAPID bus (bus mcm ni xde kat trganu :( )
3.char kuey teow (bez tapi quantity sikit sgt)
4.my sys in usm (hoho,my piggyBAnk $$$$)
5.nice view ( hustle and bustle city ..many good-looking anak mami and foreigner :P)
6.BIg car ( waoo best nye dapat LAKI kaye kat penang :P)
7.tats all i noe :(

oho can i varnish fo a while?? ummmmm,,,,,am juz sad now.......spm will b announe in couple weeks more..takut laa......takut....kalau xdpt stret a's??cian mak..aq malu momoe malu :(
am bored......juz dun have frenz (~~") cant imagine momoe is bored now!!
ouh..ouh.......
ouh..ouh...sigh,,,sigh,,,,,,,ouh ouh ouh ouh..the dull live will come back!!
:(