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Sunday, August 26, 2012


ya Allah , o YA ALLAH , i miss the old me ,:i ve zero idea of myself now, i want to run run, but where to go , im so tirer sad mad , where am i going now, 20 and alone , only have Allah , i dont know, im broke , no money , no jobs ,im hungry,im thinking of running away from house but where going , i dont have husband lolz , why u hate me so much , why , its better to not live in this world , so that everone is happy , less burden ,too bad , dont gv us school whn we r young if u dun wan to suffer , but in the end ur suffering too , apologise , 3yeaa, i my family is not nlrmal ,im not normal too , why , its all wrong from beginnnjng but who am i to judge ,indded i need to change myself , my attitjde , i dunnoe about myself , i cant get well along with my roomates in uitm n jsm before this , i mean im bad , sot
rry rs more n i will pay everything , its hard to be in poor family , we hv to work hard for  this blog is stupid , fuck , soory , 

i caant

i caant read my own post . FU , sorry ,

[2nd year updated]

Depending on your preference:
Medical: Kumar & Clark, Davidson, Hutchison clinical methods, Terry & Oconner Clinical Exam, ABC ECG, Ganong Pathophysilolgy, Katzung Clinical Pharmacology
Surgical: Browse, Bailey & Love,
Pathology: basic pat

hology by (forgot the name)
Musculoskeletal: Apley's Orthopaedics
Haematology: essential Haemato

You may also learn to search article/journal/EBM for up to date information...

not to forget to emphasize on Clinical skills/History Taking/proper systemic clinical examination...
humm , hopefully dapat senior same course dalam rumah , at least , amin >.< ~