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Tuesday, August 25, 2015

sedar diri

dah la GEMUK
LEMAK berlapis lapis
kulit gelap
muka tak LAWO
tudung senget benget

sapa la berkenan nak ajak cintan cintun. .

belajar je la rajin2 fatin . . ada kerjaya semua senang . .

insyALLAH =)

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

failure dissapointment .

what u know about my journey ?

headache ............. crying is good ...and bad .....
ya Allah ......help me to get through this .......
is busy with sister promotion ............. poor sis have to handle herself ..........allah pls ease her work ...

Sunday, August 16, 2015

my tiara is falling

yup.................

he's in the aussie now ....
why i cant stop stalking ....

im feeling sad and weak ....
if only he didnt left me .........in frustation....i wont be so bitter............4 months past .......he dumped me through text message...im so ugly , that he couldnt accept me ......im just a piece of shit to him...how could u treat someone like that  .... =(( and why me ...i didnt do anything ......... i SHOULDNT  BE WILLING TO DO EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING ANYMORE !! CAUSE I ONLY GET HURT.
i cant make him to love me....i has being dumped and my heart has been broken ...and...shattered....
im still moving on ............i just take a long time ....to recover....its ok....

SO ....... im going to change my phone number..........i know he will never ever called me back...
but waiting for a miracle to happen ........is like .......... =(


if i only hope the love from ALLAH i wont be so much hurt .......
Allah forgive me for my wrong mistakes ...
I hope too much from human ....  PLEASE DONT BE LIKE THIS IN FUTURE..........
FOCUS WITH URSELF...UR STUDY ....

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rest in peace ......

Monday, August 10, 2015

trust that hurt me

 worst.....

 trust
- no one to trust ... i mean do trust ... but not 100% .... dont trust too early .... but dont doubt too much..... promise yes its never mean to be broke ....so dont promise when  u not sure ...like sheikh faiz promise to u ..... that he planned to marry u ... and bring u too australia with him ...i thought he GONNA be my FIRST and marriage  .... but then he dumped me ... cause IM UGLY . and im just an option.. physical appearance does matter .....
never trust a guy .....if he say he love u ..... never ever try to date anymore ....... he made me suffer ....i was too naive ...or kind =( .... and stupid........ i should realised who am i ........why on earth someone love ugly girl ............. karma for me ......! i had a dream ...of him marrying other girl ........ this is the sign ...IM MOVING ON ...! dont worry , im trying my best ....but u know ... u broke my heart ........
i wish we gonna bump with each other one day ... but at that time ,, im not the old me ..
regrett is the only thing i want it to hit u ........dont promise if u mean to break it .....and is a good things for u ...if u got married with the girl u love and she's pretty...... ur happy .... then ...i have no right to destroy ur hapiness .. ur just another lessont for me ...

-i was expecting too much from human .... loyalty ... friend... i thought she gonna help me when im in difficulties ... but then ...... she left me ...run away ...... save herself first .........i can see that ..... im sorry whatever how tense or how bad you are .......... our friendship is never being the same anymore .. that was very worst moment .......i dont think i can be nice as i do before ....im not going to do bad ...
but i will JUST CARE LESS .....im sorry , i really dont have any INTEREST to know about u .....
is ok to be selfish ...


i coldnt list the bad things during 3rd year ..cause its too much suffer ...
all i can say ......those depression year ...im really scare for this upcoming year ........im really scare .............



and i redha with what has happened ,, good things will happen ... maybe not now .. soon .. amin .
expecting too much from human is bad.... all is well if u only expect from Him ..... i miss the old me ........
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The Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said: "Charity is prescribed for each descendant of Adam every day the sun rises." He was then asked: "From what do we give charity every day?" The Prophet answered: "The doors of goodness are many...enjoining good, forbidding evil, removing harm from the road, listening to the deaf, leading the blind, guiding one to the object of his need, hurrying with the strength of one's legs to one in sorrow who is asking for help, and supporting the feeble with the strength of one's arms--all of these are charity prescribed for you." He also said: "Your smile for your brother is charity." - Fiqh-us-Sunnah, Volume 3, Number 98.