failure dissapointment .

what u know about my journey ?

headache ............. crying is good ...and bad .....
ya Allah ......help me to get through this .......
is busy with sister promotion ............. poor sis have to handle herself ..........allah pls ease her work ...

my tiara is falling

yup.................

he's in the aussie now ....
why i cant stop stalking ....

im feeling sad and weak ....
if only he didnt left me .........in frustation....i wont be so bitter............4 months past .......he dumped me through text message...im so ugly , that he couldnt accept me ......im just a piece of shit to him...how could u treat someone like that  .... =(( and why me ...i didnt do anything ......... i SHOULDNT  BE WILLING TO DO EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING ANYMORE !! CAUSE I ONLY GET HURT.
i cant make him to love me....i has being dumped and my heart has been broken ...and...shattered....
im still moving on ............i just take a long time ....to recover....its ok....

SO ....... im going to change my phone number..........i know he will never ever called me back...
but waiting for a miracle to happen ........is like .......... =(


if i only hope the love from ALLAH i wont be so much hurt .......
Allah forgive me for my wrong mistakes ...
I hope too much from human ....  PLEASE DONT BE LIKE THIS IN FUTURE..........
FOCUS WITH URSELF...UR STUDY ....

\

rest in peace ......

4th year compilations ( part 1 )

Group 1: Medical (6 weeks)

Group 2: Psychiatric (4 weeks), followed by Neuroscience (2 weeks)

Group 3: O&G (6 weeks)

Group 4: Paediatric (6 weeks)

Group 5: Surgery (6 weeks)

Group 6: Orthopaedics (6 weeks)

Group 7: Ophthalmology (3 weeks) followed by Otorhinolaryngology/ORL (3 weeks)

LIST TO DO 

*tanya fatin ... senarai list log book .. disease apa ... kalau xde disease lam log book cmne  ?

*camne divide cubicle ? what if cubicle tu same disease ? usually brp patient kena cover ? 

*minta soft copy report2 senior dengan fatin ? how to make a good report  ?

*management ...ubat woo..... =(

*lepas clerk..pagi ada ward round ..mo ada sekali ? present case to mo for what ? sign log book ? when is perfect time ? how to ask ?!!!

*log book sign daripada siapa i should get  ? when ? masa present dekat doctor je ke or  ?

*Usually clinical teaching how many times per week ? bila buat ?

*mcm mana nak buat baik dengan MO ?

*Kat clinic kena clerk disease apa je . ? lepas clerk present ke ape ? bila present ? kena berebut ? ade log book ?

*cover kumar clark.... o+g ..ortho.... so....pathology penting ke ?

 - time table

www.medic.usm.my. The longer the posting is, the bigger it is, and if you fail any of these big posting, you will need to do remedial at the end of yr 4.. !!! 

-  preparation ?

make your own notes (if can, one book each posting, depends on you..) for every posting. You can put it in something like how to take a history generally and for different cases, physical examination for that particular posting, topic of diseases according to the books or log books, and other things like teaching from specialists, important notes on certain things like immunization schedule, growth chart and so on. I know you have a lot of reference books and notes from seniors, which is why it's important that you put everything into just one book of yours, yes it takes time but it will come in handy when you reach year 5. You will have time to do it before and during even after the posting, don't worry. And you have such a long holiday every end of year isn't?

- first posting

each the diagnosis on your own, think of the differential diagnoses and rule them out one by one in your history, do your PE, think of the investigation with the expected result and have in your mind what management should be given to the patients, then only you look at the patient's folder. Compare your notes with doctor's notes and see how you can improve yourselves, and you can even discuss with the doctors.

 you should know everything about them  - current management, and you should follow up them everyday until they are discharged.. You will also need to cover patients before the morning round everyday (around 8am), so it's advised that you clerk your patients the night before that .

present your case (doctors may ask you to present everything, or just a summary) during ward round or clinical teaching, so remember to arrange your history nicely and prepare to present anytime.

PROCEDURES
 taking blood, setting IV line, you can learn how to prepare nebuliser, present cases to the MO, do discussion with your seniors and friends, filling up log books and so on .

CLINICAL TEACHING 

 - the subgroup leader will need to assign someone to present the case (better if everyone gets their turn to present), 

- contact the particular doctors (also stated on time table) at least 2 or 3 days before that teaching. The teaching can be held in the ward or department, depend on the doctor. 

-During teaching, make sure you all be punctual ok, you don't want to irritate the doctors (who will be your examiners some day). 

 -should read about the topic of the case that will be presented. Doctors love to shoot questions you see.

 SEMINARS 

* you should be able to talk and explain your topics now, not to read from the slides..

-in tutorial 

WARD ROUND 

ONCALL
*on call according to the time table. Nothing scary, you will do it in groups like once or twice in a week, and you just need to go to the wards like you have done everyday, just that you need to do it when everyone else rests in their hostels.. You will need to be in the wards before 8pm (not for all posting), clerk all the new patients and the patients in acute cubicle (basically, the patients whom the on-call doctors will see that night), the doctors will usually come at 8 or 9pm. You may need to call the MOs who will on call that night, tell them you will be on call that night and ask them are there any new patients for you to clerk, or where and when will the round starts. When they start the round with the specialists, make sure you follow them, offer to present the case or you can just stay silent, ask questions, discuss with the doctors, let them shoot (and teach) you, and finally let them sign your attendance (bring a name list with you!).

clinics
*all the posting (according to the time table, or whenever you have free time). Be nice with the nurses there, ask them where should you put your bags, then either you clerk the patients sitting outside doctor's room and follow them into doctor's room when their number or name is called, or you can straight away go into the doctors' room to see the patients together with doctors .


HOW U PERFORM STUDY GROUP ? WHAT TOPIC TO BE DISCUSS ?


SENIORs advice 


clinical year is not like the years before...
u have to plan ur own study schedule...
no one will spoon feed u...
so... better plan what u wan to cover and study for every weeks....
and better form a study group to discuss and share wat u all learn in the wad, clinic and teaching...

before enter clinical year.... basic must be good....

if u r very hardworking... try finished kumar& clark or davidson..... (i not count harrison cuz i know u all not able finished it within a holiday)

If u r moderate hardworking, finished oxford handbook of medicine...
If u r a bit hardworking, just cover important diseases in those books or cover all the previous notes.
If lazy o...... then just pick some important disease lecture notes to study lo

loser

thought he want me....
nope...he .... didnt....y

im ugly.
im heartbroken

pro 2 re-sit

please pray i will get A's for ma sbq 1 2 osce 1 2

i really need all dua's from ya guys !

anyway . need a help ?
just drop comment  here =)

OMG IM BACK !!!!

assalamualaikum and hi !!!

dah lama tak open ma blog , i tried but i failed to do so because i dont remember my password LOL LOL


i miss ma blog so much ....


so how am i now ?

well... im still in 3rd year .... i failed my exam pro 2...due to....
well.....attitude problems... i have 3 weeks left to improve maself and be in 4th year wish me lucks !!!!!

SELANJAR 1 MEDIC 2

SALAM N HI ,

WISH ME A'S FOR SECOND YEAR EXAM ~
AMIN AMIN

FATIN HWAITIM ~!!

medical is so hard now

14jan2013

hp aniversry ft island , one years alredy , u come again today . i cant see u ,, no money , so sad

its ok , im going meet u this summer , loving uuuuuu <3 forever="forever" p="p">


yrs truly
fatin <3 p="p">


btw i hv crazy crazy rummmy , psycho lady , vry dangerous

selanjar second year

too much to do

 PE --> NO PATIENT TO PRACTISE =((((
PBL ----------> I DONT UNDERSTAND FULLY ,
NOTES ---> COVERING RESPIRATORY , FOUNDATION TERGENDALA ---> CVS LATER
GIT-> UNDERSTAND AND REVISE


IM SO BLURR , IM BAD GIRL =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( KAKAO DESTROR\YING ME , IM DIE !!

THIS WEEKEND PLAN ---> COVER PE GENERAL N RESPI ( REVISE B4 CLERK ! )

RESPI 1 PBL  ( COVER WITH THEM , INSYALLAH =(( )
RESPI 2 PBL

GIT1 PBL
GIT2 PBL

THIS WEEK ( WEEK 3 N 4 NOTES RESPI INSYALLAH)
PE GENERAL N RESPI (WEEKEND)
RESPI 1 N 2 PBL
GIT 1 N 2 PBL 
NOTES GIT WEEK 1 N 2 ~ 

NEXT WEEK ) CVS WEEK 1 N 2 )

hi

salam n hi ,
its december
selanjar 1 this feb 2013 , i havent start anything , im sleepy . bye

Anyway i rarely open my blog , anything email me at fatinfakhriah@rocketmail.com . for fast reply
=] baibai ~

sins

ya Allah , o YA ALLAH , i miss the old me ,:i ve zero idea of myself now, i want to run run, but where to go , im so tirer sad mad , where am i going now, 20 and alone , only have Allah , i dont know, im broke , no money , no jobs ,im hungry,im thinking of running away from house but where going , i dont have husband lolz , why u hate me so much , why , its better to not live in this world , so that everone is happy , less burden ,too bad , dont gv us school whn we r young if u dun wan to suffer , but in the end ur suffering too , apologise , 3yeaa, i my family is not nlrmal ,im not normal too , why , its all wrong from beginnnjng but who am i to judge ,indded i need to change myself , my attitjde , i dunnoe about myself , i cant get well along with my roomates in uitm n jsm before this , i mean im bad , sot

rry rs more n i will pay everything , its hard to be in poor family , we hv to work hard for  this blog is stupid , fuck , soory , 

i caant

i caant read my own post . FU , sorry ,

[2nd year updated]

Depending on your preference:
Medical: Kumar & Clark, Davidson, Hutchison clinical methods, Terry & Oconner Clinical Exam, ABC ECG, Ganong Pathophysilolgy, Katzung Clinical Pharmacology
Surgical: Browse, Bailey & Love,
Pathology: basic pat

hology by (forgot the name)
Musculoskeletal: Apley's Orthopaedics
Haematology: essential Haemato

You may also learn to search article/journal/EBM for up to date information...

not to forget to emphasize on Clinical skills/History Taking/proper systemic clinical examination...

 

 

humm , hopefully dapat senior same course dalam rumah , at least , amin >.< ~

xo

momoe

ANNEYONG ~!

ZZZZ dude , get a life ! we're not living in korean drama , aha ~
 Assalamualaikum , Happy ramdhan al Mubarak , nothing to say . as usual dunnoe what to write , nothing interesting , ahaks !! this is my 20th bufday cake ! from ABoh n MOK , tq v much !!! may ALLAH swt keep u in health always , amin 26th july 2012 , a very special day for everyone , and scariest day , cus !!! OUR RESULTS were announced during my birthday , i like seriously wanna dissapear from this land that day , but ALHAMDULLILAH , we goona be 2nd YEAR MEDICAL STUDENTS , yeh DOCTOR in MAKING ! insyALLAH .....
so whats plan for now ? CHILAXING TIME TV MOVIE EAT SLEEP
 : : : : 2ND YEAR PREPARATION ALSO !!! MUST DO IT BEFORE SEPT oO !! wehee , nothing much , this is it !!

20th face ! like seriously very not cute , aha ! and it's edit , thats why i look very fair , seriously shiizzz

2nd year

ALHAMDULLILAH , we made it to 2nd year O Allah forgive me TT.TT Fatin .. kejayaan dunia itu lebih manis dgn kejayan akhirat. TT.TT

and 3weeks left

Assalamualaikum wbt ,


alhamdulilah , 1st year of medical studnet life end today , 21 jun 2012 , how time flies very fast ,my heart is lup dup lup dup , can i pass my 2nd year ? can i answer everything ? can i remember averything ? can i write what i understand and know ? can i ? can i ?

O YA ALLAH , ampunilah diri ini , terlampau byk dosa-dosa yg aq buat , ya Allah aq slalu j lupa , lalai , sesungguhnya aq sgt hina Y_Y , ya Allah ampunilah segala kelalaian ku , ya Allah kuatkan lah keyakinan ku ini , ya Allah berikanlH aq kekuatan iman ,sesungguhnya aq sering lupa dan alpa terhadapMU Y__Y sesungguhnya aq tidak layak , aq sgt hina Y_Y . be positive fatin , positive , positive , aq tidak layak untuk memohon kpdMu selain keampunan atas sgl dosa dosA ,,,,, AQ MESTI CUBA !!!!! =(((((




HUM , nobody wish me lucks for pro , he he , so nobody remember me , i ve been 2 lone ranger [ forever alone ] , SO this is me , a serious girl who talk when i think its necessary only with some ppl ( i ve no idea what to talk ) , nobody knows what ive travelled , if i didnt push myself , nobody can help Y_Y this is true , dear friends , i know u wont see this , but , im really apologise for all if i hv md u hurts , i ve no intention to do that , and so sorry if i ve made u mad , good luck all for proffesional exam 1 , semoga dibuka pintu pemahaman and diilhamkan petunjuk ,,,,,, amin ~


 YA ALLAH , ampunilah diri ini , terlampau banyak dosa-dosa lampau yang tidak terpikul Y_Y , I REALLY WANT 2 BERJAYA IN DUNYA N AKHIRAT , ya ALLAH , ampunilah diri ini , ALLAH


things to cover
CNS ( SGD BIOCHEM , PHYSIO , PRACTICAL )
HAEMATO ( SGD , PRACTICAL ,
ahh so many more , its okey , UNDERSTAND AND REMEMBER FOREVER , AMIN ~

IF U READ THIS , PLEASE PRAY FOR MY BEAUTIFULL JOURNEY ^_^

xo

momoe

enganged

THE INCIDENT

SAD =[

korea here we goooo !!

assalamualaikum and hi ppl !!!i shouldnt blog at this time , with 7 weeks left for PROFESIONAL EXAM , i noe i noe , but hehehhe ,dont be too anxious with future till present is not appriciated (how to spell it)

 korea ? hope 2 be there soon , amin :D Y I WANNA B THERE ? 2 MEET THIS HANDOMEST PPL AGAIN :b :B  

                               it's FT ISLAND dooo

hewehwwhewwewe ( Wassup wif HEWHewhew ? ) 


sooo , this is it , the travel agency ( kinda ) by malaysian student mr azri , heheh ur so handsomee i hope i can b there in korea like u ! :B ( yeh handsome part is joke , b there is TRUE ) 

HERE'S THE LINK , I HOPE MY SIS CAN BRING US , AMIN . I'LL KEEP DREAMING !! IT'S NOT POSSIBLE 

http://www.facebook.com/Muslimtourtokorea

hewwwheeeeeew i wannna goooo =d



dammit i dint get hostel , im baddddd