failure dissapointment .

what u know about my journey ?

headache ............. crying is good ...and bad .....
ya Allah ......help me to get through this .......
is busy with sister promotion ............. poor sis have to handle herself ..........allah pls ease her work ...

my tiara is falling

yup.................

he's in the aussie now ....
why i cant stop stalking ....

im feeling sad and weak ....
if only he didnt left me .........in frustation....i wont be so bitter............4 months past .......he dumped me through text message...im so ugly , that he couldnt accept me ......im just a piece of shit to him...how could u treat someone like that  .... =(( and why me ...i didnt do anything ......... i SHOULDNT  BE WILLING TO DO EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING ANYMORE !! CAUSE I ONLY GET HURT.
i cant make him to love me....i has being dumped and my heart has been broken ...and...shattered....
im still moving on ............i just take a long time ....to recover....its ok....

SO ....... im going to change my phone number..........i know he will never ever called me back...
but waiting for a miracle to happen ........is like .......... =(


if i only hope the love from ALLAH i wont be so much hurt .......
Allah forgive me for my wrong mistakes ...
I hope too much from human ....  PLEASE DONT BE LIKE THIS IN FUTURE..........
FOCUS WITH URSELF...UR STUDY ....

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rest in peace ......