loser

thought he want me....
nope...he .... didnt....y

im ugly.
im heartbroken

pro 2 re-sit

please pray i will get A's for ma sbq 1 2 osce 1 2

i really need all dua's from ya guys !

anyway . need a help ?
just drop comment  here =)

OMG IM BACK !!!!

assalamualaikum and hi !!!

dah lama tak open ma blog , i tried but i failed to do so because i dont remember my password LOL LOL


i miss ma blog so much ....


so how am i now ?

well... im still in 3rd year .... i failed my exam pro 2...due to....
well.....attitude problems... i have 3 weeks left to improve maself and be in 4th year wish me lucks !!!!!

SELANJAR 1 MEDIC 2

SALAM N HI ,

WISH ME A'S FOR SECOND YEAR EXAM ~
AMIN AMIN

FATIN HWAITIM ~!!

medical is so hard now

14jan2013

hp aniversry ft island , one years alredy , u come again today . i cant see u ,, no money , so sad

its ok , im going meet u this summer , loving uuuuuu <3 forever="forever" p="p">


yrs truly
fatin <3 p="p">


btw i hv crazy crazy rummmy , psycho lady , vry dangerous

selanjar second year

too much to do

 PE --> NO PATIENT TO PRACTISE =((((
PBL ----------> I DONT UNDERSTAND FULLY ,
NOTES ---> COVERING RESPIRATORY , FOUNDATION TERGENDALA ---> CVS LATER
GIT-> UNDERSTAND AND REVISE


IM SO BLURR , IM BAD GIRL =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( KAKAO DESTROR\YING ME , IM DIE !!

THIS WEEKEND PLAN ---> COVER PE GENERAL N RESPI ( REVISE B4 CLERK ! )

RESPI 1 PBL  ( COVER WITH THEM , INSYALLAH =(( )
RESPI 2 PBL

GIT1 PBL
GIT2 PBL

THIS WEEK ( WEEK 3 N 4 NOTES RESPI INSYALLAH)
PE GENERAL N RESPI (WEEKEND)
RESPI 1 N 2 PBL
GIT 1 N 2 PBL 
NOTES GIT WEEK 1 N 2 ~ 

NEXT WEEK ) CVS WEEK 1 N 2 )

hi

salam n hi ,
its december
selanjar 1 this feb 2013 , i havent start anything , im sleepy . bye

Anyway i rarely open my blog , anything email me at fatinfakhriah@rocketmail.com . for fast reply
=] baibai ~

sins

ya Allah , o YA ALLAH , i miss the old me ,:i ve zero idea of myself now, i want to run run, but where to go , im so tirer sad mad , where am i going now, 20 and alone , only have Allah , i dont know, im broke , no money , no jobs ,im hungry,im thinking of running away from house but where going , i dont have husband lolz , why u hate me so much , why , its better to not live in this world , so that everone is happy , less burden ,too bad , dont gv us school whn we r young if u dun wan to suffer , but in the end ur suffering too , apologise , 3yeaa, i my family is not nlrmal ,im not normal too , why , its all wrong from beginnnjng but who am i to judge ,indded i need to change myself , my attitjde , i dunnoe about myself , i cant get well along with my roomates in uitm n jsm before this , i mean im bad , sot

rry rs more n i will pay everything , its hard to be in poor family , we hv to work hard for  this blog is stupid , fuck , soory , 

i caant

i caant read my own post . FU , sorry ,

[2nd year updated]

Depending on your preference:
Medical: Kumar & Clark, Davidson, Hutchison clinical methods, Terry & Oconner Clinical Exam, ABC ECG, Ganong Pathophysilolgy, Katzung Clinical Pharmacology
Surgical: Browse, Bailey & Love,
Pathology: basic pat

hology by (forgot the name)
Musculoskeletal: Apley's Orthopaedics
Haematology: essential Haemato

You may also learn to search article/journal/EBM for up to date information...

not to forget to emphasize on Clinical skills/History Taking/proper systemic clinical examination...

 

 

humm , hopefully dapat senior same course dalam rumah , at least , amin >.< ~

xo

momoe

ANNEYONG ~!

ZZZZ dude , get a life ! we're not living in korean drama , aha ~
 Assalamualaikum , Happy ramdhan al Mubarak , nothing to say . as usual dunnoe what to write , nothing interesting , ahaks !! this is my 20th bufday cake ! from ABoh n MOK , tq v much !!! may ALLAH swt keep u in health always , amin 26th july 2012 , a very special day for everyone , and scariest day , cus !!! OUR RESULTS were announced during my birthday , i like seriously wanna dissapear from this land that day , but ALHAMDULLILAH , we goona be 2nd YEAR MEDICAL STUDENTS , yeh DOCTOR in MAKING ! insyALLAH .....
so whats plan for now ? CHILAXING TIME TV MOVIE EAT SLEEP
 : : : : 2ND YEAR PREPARATION ALSO !!! MUST DO IT BEFORE SEPT oO !! wehee , nothing much , this is it !!

20th face ! like seriously very not cute , aha ! and it's edit , thats why i look very fair , seriously shiizzz

2nd year

ALHAMDULLILAH , we made it to 2nd year O Allah forgive me TT.TT Fatin .. kejayaan dunia itu lebih manis dgn kejayan akhirat. TT.TT

and 3weeks left

Assalamualaikum wbt ,


alhamdulilah , 1st year of medical studnet life end today , 21 jun 2012 , how time flies very fast ,my heart is lup dup lup dup , can i pass my 2nd year ? can i answer everything ? can i remember averything ? can i write what i understand and know ? can i ? can i ?

O YA ALLAH , ampunilah diri ini , terlampau byk dosa-dosa yg aq buat , ya Allah aq slalu j lupa , lalai , sesungguhnya aq sgt hina Y_Y , ya Allah ampunilah segala kelalaian ku , ya Allah kuatkan lah keyakinan ku ini , ya Allah berikanlH aq kekuatan iman ,sesungguhnya aq sering lupa dan alpa terhadapMU Y__Y sesungguhnya aq tidak layak , aq sgt hina Y_Y . be positive fatin , positive , positive , aq tidak layak untuk memohon kpdMu selain keampunan atas sgl dosa dosA ,,,,, AQ MESTI CUBA !!!!! =(((((




HUM , nobody wish me lucks for pro , he he , so nobody remember me , i ve been 2 lone ranger [ forever alone ] , SO this is me , a serious girl who talk when i think its necessary only with some ppl ( i ve no idea what to talk ) , nobody knows what ive travelled , if i didnt push myself , nobody can help Y_Y this is true , dear friends , i know u wont see this , but , im really apologise for all if i hv md u hurts , i ve no intention to do that , and so sorry if i ve made u mad , good luck all for proffesional exam 1 , semoga dibuka pintu pemahaman and diilhamkan petunjuk ,,,,,, amin ~


 YA ALLAH , ampunilah diri ini , terlampau banyak dosa-dosa lampau yang tidak terpikul Y_Y , I REALLY WANT 2 BERJAYA IN DUNYA N AKHIRAT , ya ALLAH , ampunilah diri ini , ALLAH


things to cover
CNS ( SGD BIOCHEM , PHYSIO , PRACTICAL )
HAEMATO ( SGD , PRACTICAL ,
ahh so many more , its okey , UNDERSTAND AND REMEMBER FOREVER , AMIN ~

IF U READ THIS , PLEASE PRAY FOR MY BEAUTIFULL JOURNEY ^_^

xo

momoe

enganged

THE INCIDENT

SAD =[

korea here we goooo !!

assalamualaikum and hi ppl !!!i shouldnt blog at this time , with 7 weeks left for PROFESIONAL EXAM , i noe i noe , but hehehhe ,dont be too anxious with future till present is not appriciated (how to spell it)

 korea ? hope 2 be there soon , amin :D Y I WANNA B THERE ? 2 MEET THIS HANDOMEST PPL AGAIN :b :B  

                               it's FT ISLAND dooo

hewehwwhewwewe ( Wassup wif HEWHewhew ? ) 


sooo , this is it , the travel agency ( kinda ) by malaysian student mr azri , heheh ur so handsomee i hope i can b there in korea like u ! :B ( yeh handsome part is joke , b there is TRUE ) 

HERE'S THE LINK , I HOPE MY SIS CAN BRING US , AMIN . I'LL KEEP DREAMING !! IT'S NOT POSSIBLE 

http://www.facebook.com/Muslimtourtokorea

hewwwheeeeeew i wannna goooo =d



dammit i dint get hostel , im baddddd

results

assalamualaikum and hi , my heart didnt lie , again ... my results drop , im not happy , but alhamdullilah , i pass it , overall selanjar 1,2,3 i passed but not with flying colors , but alhamdulilah alhamdulilah , i did worked hard mybe not smart , didnt revise evrytin back , xsempat ,, planning is not okay ,, YA ALLAH , serabut nya kepala ni nak plan ... kejap nak buat ni nak buat tu with LITTLE TIME ,maybe for others , CUKUP , me ? concentrate more on STUPID EMOTIONAL STUFF , IM LAZY TO THINK , I LET MY STUPID DESIRE TO CONTROLL ME ,WELL THIS GONNA LONG POST BOUT MY MISTAKES I DID BE4 SELANJAR 3, I DONT WANT TO REPEAT IT AGAIN FOR PRO EXAM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS NOT THAT IM NOT BERSYUKUY , BUT AGAIN STUPID STUFF DISTURBING , IF ONLY I CAN KILL THEM , I'LL !~ ya ALLAH ,please forgive me ,,, =(( i did lotsa mistakes , i left important things , i did do what u dont wannna us 2 do .. my friends who failed the selanjar 2 ? i believe they will pass it better than , alhamdulilah , i did my part as friend , now im gunna FOCUS on MYSELF !~ i'LL WORK SMART AND HARD , I WONT LET ANYTHING TO DISTURB ME AGAIN , EVER ,,, EVEN U dear ______ !! =((((((( OSPE ? yeh I SCREWEDD IT ,,,,,,,,,,,, ANATOMY AGAIN ~ ~ when so many things to revise , i forget everytin , I NEED TO FIND STUDY PARTNER, ILL STOP PRETENDING I LIKE GOSSIPING , GOSSIPING IS SUCH A WASTE OF ENERGY !!!! WHO CARES ???? GO TO H###L WITH THAT , SORY PEEPS . I BITCH ALOT HERE , THATS ALL.. IL KILL ANY1 WHO DISTURB ME W, EVEN U WITH STUPID FB EMOTIONAL STATUSES , WHAT DO U THINK AM I ????? ITS NOT EASY TO GET AT THIS PLACE, BEGGING U . STOP !!! XO MOMOE

exam

seriously i screweeeed evrytin , padang muke aq =(((((((( die larrr

wattehel im duin ?

ouh grosss wasting my time playing fb and internet , tomoro mcq paper ko igt ko da bijak fatin ?? im stupuid shitttt remember story when my parents almist want to divorce , never thot tat girl is hvg some probz , may everytin os fine go our family ='] i tot im ony got probz , others too , y am imaking life is so miserable ?

noting is great , ony when u hav the knowldege , i wann b a cardiologist , so ....... tiz iz it , SHUT UP AND WORK LIKE A HELLL , U MORONSSS

is this a love

assalamualaikum wbt .

hye momoe !!! im back , =] im falling in luv ? not rely its just there's a guy who's being very serious , which doesnt even care about my presence touched my heart , masyallah , i must forget him .................... im nobody to get the love , love of Allah did i tried to get it at my very best ???? o Allah the most mercy , please forgive my weakness , astarfirullah ,,,,,,, and syukk i pray for u to back soon , be healthy as u used to be , be strong syukur salleh !!~