miles to go part 2

i must remember this .......................................

i must get 4flat for 2nd sem......

i must get into any medical courses....................

YA ALLAH,please bless my journey in UITM PUNCAK ALAM...............

I couldnt afford to make my FAMILY dissapointed with me................

please grant my prayer......amin amin !!

All i knew is REAL LIFE STARTED AT 18TH wether ur in ASASI or MATRICULATION

SPM RESULTS doesnt GUARANTEE ur going to success or fail in future :P

lifeless

ouhhhhhh................................................appreciate life!

hello kitties

muahaha...hello stalkers ! lol.......

just few items that i bought recently in bubbles and quensbayy..yayy!!!

r'nt dey r lovelyhh nd cutehhh ???

im going to wear 'em fo sem 2 ^^

I JUST CAN RESIST FROM GRABBING THEM ="]

oh god

i noe im too childish

but this just my obsessions SINCE

I WERE LIL CUTE GIRL

till now

:P

give me a bunch of hello kitty

i'll marry u :D

nite moo-moe

xo~

the guilty feeling of lying

i crushed with someone on my fb,we neve meet actually

and i lied to him bout sometin

KANTOI!!!

and he seems trying to avoid me,,HUH??

what did he do??

he just delete my comment

BUT WHY???IS IT BCOZ I LIED TO U???

lately he keeps updating his status with STUPID QOUTES

did he pointing those status TO ME????

oke fine..

i just want to remove him from my fb...but at the same time i dont want to lose him..

.oh YA ALLAH,i wish i know how to stop my feeling >.< , i need to focus on sem 2.................

and IM SORRY because i lied to you

well,it's not a BIG DEAL anyway???

lying over a SMALL MATTER

ur TOO CHILDISH DUDE!!

wtf...............nope i cant say capital wtf !!!!

boy........

whatever it is im sorry!!

and for now i wish i can forget u!

IT'S A MUST

YA ALLAH

please help me to forget him

IM JUST TOO YOUNG for LOVE

but i cant stop from loving him'

HELL NO,!!

my hormones are CRAPS!!

oh yess,i'll keep myself BUSY

i wont interfere on ur businnesss nymore

YA ALLAH

please help me to forget him

and IM REALLY SORRY FOR LYING
^^

U'LL BE DELETED FROM MY MEMORY

bye~!

THANK YOU ALLAH SWT!!!

Alhamdullilah,im so hepy for now...my pointer not the WORST OR BEST either

but still PHYSICS larrr

yayyyyy!

i PASS my PHYSICS!!

meaning dont have to REPEAT next SEM!!!!

TQ ALLAH SWT

TQ for listening my prayer

^^

insyALLAH i can get MEDIC

and i'll get 4FLAT next sem

for mok,alon,aboh,alin,wawa,ariff,yaming

i'll be a DOCTOR

it's not POSSIBLE for me To be IN MEDICAL COURSE

IT'S A MUST!!!

insyALLAH!!

i'll try harder and smarter

cus IT'S THE CLIMB

GO MOO-MOE :]

next focus for MUET and SEM2

AMIN2...

tomolo gonna die

it's scary to be 18 y/o student !

tomolo sem1 result........hayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........

if got below 2.00 better die larrr. >,<

mamiiiiii im sorry for everything sorry for dissapointing u once again

im not a good child,daughter to u..........mamiii im soorry..i've done my best during sem 1 ...i admit tat i played a bit .............. im sorry...ya ALLAH im hoping fo better tomolo nd future,,amin2

i wan to be a DOC

i wan to b in medic course

ya ALLAH please give me some mercy

amin amin........

moo-moe

my pinochio nose =.=" goshhhh,........i'd rather fail in LOVE 1000TIMES than FAILING in my FUTURE........................ *PUPpydog eyes *.*

huwa huwa huwa

bla bla bla bla

bla bla bla bla

counting the days 2 NOV 2010 <=== next tomolo O.o

first asasian sem 1 result (hoping for Oong arrh)

it's gonna be the worst or the happiest??

humm..ya ALLAH ......... <=== baru nak igt tuhan time nak time result exam =.="

MILES TO GO BEBEH

good lucks to moo-moe :D

gulp gulp gulp

~XO MOMOE~

giving up on you!

heyyy heeyyy you!!!

MOO-Moe just give up !

giving UP here means im STRONG ENOUGH TO FORGET YOU !

yahhh...like u said NEVER SEARCH FOR LOVE CUS IT'LL COMES ONE DAYH .....

i get ur point !! muhamad ****

HAHA lol.... :D im weirddd...............first i fall in LOVE with ahxxx sxxxx and then n ****

hahah ............................. cant stop LOVING boys ~~ XD WTF !!

sorry, i likes you.........but i dun hv d guts to tell ya how do i feel...

dont u think it's totally peculiar if girl said to boy " I LOVE YOU"

well.................................................... never mind...it's just my odd feeling...i just feeling bored right now...................no need to fuss .......... :P

but im hurts inside.................... I WISH I KNEW HOW TO STOP MY FEELING.......

OMG,what the shitttttttttttttttt i dont want to be destroyed by LONELINESSS !!!!

well,im having sem breaks right now

hopefully i can study a bit fo next sem

ya ALLAH

i need a strength to face BOOKS

not to facebook-ing

damn you FB !!!

cn blue : i'll forget u

i will forget you. Starting today,
I don’t know you. I have never seen you.
We never even walked pass each other.
I’m okay. I forgot everything. I’m happy with my busy life.
I’ve met a great person too. Love is always like this. It fades away a...fter some time.
Can’t even remember it, oh
When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later.
It will forget. I will too.
It’s not difficult. I will forget everything after today.
I’m just getting used to my changed life. Oh~ No.
Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can’t even remember it. Yes~
I will erase everything.
I definitely will.
When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later.
I will forget you. Just like a wound heals…
I will. I will. I will forget you.

p.s : yes s=== r nd i==== :D ........ no worries! i've promise to myself and nothing can stop me

humm............tired of tryingg

tireddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
tired with everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!















MY MUET JUST LIKE A SIT
THAT STUPID BOY
STUPID MEEEEE

ya ALLAH..............please forgive me!
ya ALLAH,,please give me some strength
im in pain right now just because I DIDNT PERFOMED WELL for MY MUET SPEAKING
im in pain JUST BECAUSE EVERYONE KEEP SAYING THEY DID IT VERY WELL,THEY GOt A GOOD GROUP...........but me??????????????????????????????/




always shit,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
i just dunnoeeeeeeeeee..........................................serve me right!!!!!!!!!
why ive to sufferr so much??since i were in secondary scchool
im TIRED OF TRYING........................
YA ALLAH,PLEASE GIVE ME SOME MERCY
im sorryy............................i just want to be happy,to excell in my study,to satisfy my fam's wish...............im bot good enough IM SHIT!!!!!!!!!!
ALL I KNOW IS TO SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,,,,,,,,,,,,,but i alredy tried my best on muet preparation.but when it comes to real situation,I FAILED.........EVERYTIME I TRIED SO HARD,I'LL FAILED...like im my 2nd test =(
ya ALLAH,im sorry..i shul b gratefulllllll.................im sorrry

wtf

naboraso...baboo~
im stupid
im stupid
i dunnoe how to speak english
dunnoe how to use bombastic words
i shuldnt alive
dieeeeeeeeee
my muet's speakin = FAILED???
i hate being maself
my english macam TAIKKKKKt.KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
ya ALLAH........what ive done
im shittttttttttttttttttt..blodddddy hell
BODOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........Die larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

how does it feels to be loved?

sorry but today i want to talk about love...i know it sounds very JIWANG-ish
but im a 18 years old girl and im deserve to talk bout this crap... i feel kinda lonely right now..is it wrong to be lonely??i dont think so...but deeply in my heart,the loneliness is conquering myself right now...it makes me become weaker..i hate this feeling.......i should suscribe to the adage "being alone brings its own set of joys – if you learn to appreciate it"
lol....i love this boy...he's sc asasian also..from group A..humm,he used to add me on FB..twice! but i cant stand seeing him talking with other girls...he onced asked me,WHY HE NEVER SEE ME IN PALAM ...i told him YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME...dot you guys want to know why??because i wear headgear in palam..so people wont notice me !
it's much calmer nd safer ... :D
well,it hurts me...especially everytime i saw ahmad s%^&* with blonded hair girl everytime...well,why i likes him so much?first,he looks like GEEK..i love GEEK,they r CUTE with NERDY spec...really my ideal type of guy :P ..... i think just because he looks like a geek,is the main reason i fall in love with him..hummm...i think im stupid...wasting my time nd bothering my mind thinking of him....i'll tell him,i like him very much...one dayh! and im not expecting he'll love me back in return
of course NOT .... it's okay,,,STUDY first!!! never let ur loneliness to ruin ur life,well .... i just wish i can find someone from asasi sc that can help me in my study nd give me some strength in palam..meaning here is someone that can make me laugh and dont u think its sweet if we both can study together...of course a guy! :P
im sleepy bye :)

horrendous day !

alhamdullilah,i have just finished my sem 1...my final?seems like okay ...well,im just hoping after what have i answered is correct..last night wasn't a good day for me..supposedly being a great day for me as soon as i reached terengganu <-- YAH,NICE HOMETOWN..But not really,i just dont understand why ppl r keep worrying about my body figure...how do i look,how fat am i,how many pimples i do have!heuuu...hey UNTIESSS!!! watch out ur BIG MOUTH u old wrinkled!

untie : u looks "SEMAKIN SIHAT"

WTH this old women is talking bout <--- things that crossed in my mind >.<

huhhh,,,i might be bit emotionall,,,,but yahhh,just imagine when u r in good mood but suddenly came old lady spoiling ur mood......................well people,i just dont get it,,,IS IT WRONG being FAT?? FAT PPL know HOW TO TAKE CARE OTHERS FEELING................................................

am i too fat for this green earth ??.... kick ur own assses untiesss!

final xm of sem1

pray fo meh =]

a's bio math physics nd chem =] amin

my final is after raya,,,so what?

lol
im too lazy
im lazy
im tooo lazy
argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh
YA ALLAH , please give meh some guide !

tears rolling down .. sigh !

hey moo-moe

math paper,i thought im going to answer the question with full of confidence
but sad to say, not really
im sad..............
math math,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, but TAWAKALL to ALLAH SWT is the right thing for now
insyALLAH,,,but im quite kecewa with maself,,,i already prepared for math but still cant answer
better die larr,,,sorry MA FAMILY ! im not smart enough,,,seems like DOCTOR isn't suitable for me..DOCtOR only for a smart ppl...im not =[[[[

im a loner
sometimes i wish to have a bf
but seems like i wont own any love right now
yehh...no need to find love i bet
it'll come one dayh
==" heheh,,,sorry im kinda desperate .. euwww cheap-ish girl i'm !!
it's really fun to see others with their couple
heeeeeu............ im jelous >< im not PRETTY, that's why boys wont look at me
im fat....my face got many scar and pimples... =[
im 18th and im SINGLE since i born....

- THE END -

life

test 2

tomolo..
wish me...............A'S
fo CHEM MATH BIO n PHYSIC of coz...
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YA ALLAH TENANGKAN LAH JIWA HAMBA MU INI
PERMUDAHKAN LAH PERJALANAN HIDUP KU DI UITM
amin..amin :)

test physics

esok..... =.=

haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2 weeks more 2nd test,guess what momoe i failed my bio and physics test...omg omg,this is so stupid,,,,,what to do???should i die now??ya ALLAH i cant focus...i dunnoe y,serabut gilew rase sekarang,.,,dgn banyak benda perlu cover,,,,dgn peers pressure ,,, stupid2 stupid2.........haissssssssh

FOCUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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or else better die..............no one can help me except myself...move FOWARD move FOWARD move FOWARD.................ignore ppl around u!!! they r juz bothering u...fatin ur not baboo~!
now focus on math n physics...insyALLAH FOCUS N WORK HARD u wont lose anything :)
ameenn...