ouch,awareness!

assalamualaikum,little advices for me and everyone who's in the same situation... hemmmmr,im pretty worried with myself.i think more on unnecessary things and i get lost.yehh,i didnt talk but i think..this is my weakness,and i want to improve my weakness =[

about an hour ago, by sis ajemi :

sorry for taking such a long time to msg. it takes a lot of will to do so. writing this give me a tinge of sadness. but im very happy to help. so hope this will help u..:)

1) im not strong willed enough
majority of med students, if not all, will feel, in certain time, to give up.. there are too many things to cramped into ur head. so those who success, they are the ones who hold on tight. im not saying that i give up on my ambition, but i give up working hard. i sholud work harder. i should push myself beyond my limit. but i din do that, so i have another year to prove that.

2) im always homesick.. hehee.. this is embarassing. i always go home every chance i got, so this kinda reduced my study hours. some people can cope with going home often, but the travelling is tiresome to me, so im always tired..

3) sometime i just memorise things without DEEP understanding. and that was never a good thing to do.

4) i dont really ask people when i dont understand certain thing that i consider 'tiny'. so even for certain thing that u considered to be trivial, dont just let it hang there.

5) i dont really discuss wt my fren. this was a very bad thing, since what i think i understand, may not be the true concept. i learnt this lesson the hard way, by failing. .

hope this help. do ask me if u have any question. insyaAllah i will try to help... :)
good luck!..

p.s : please limit ur time on FB , but md terms please finish it .. im going to deactivate my acc...i've spent everyday on FB ..... ouchhhhhhhhhhh

my pre-med experience

assalamualaikum alls . it's been like a month i didnt update craps thingy..lolzz..this is the story how i get through my pre med's life...i LUV UITM so much...thanks for all of the experiences........ sad to say im leaving for USM KUBANG KERIAN soon in bachelor of medical study for 5 years...alhamdulilah ! tq ALLAH SWT......... and i want to be a cardiologist / being in family health care ^___^

what is pre-med ??
:: kinda an early exposure for future medical's students to medical's life
:: physiology ( i <3 the most ) , biochem , and anatomy ( need to memorise a lot )

HOSTEL??
:: kolej mawar,UITM SHAH ALAM
:: 4person in a room ( this is really where u need to learn to tolerate and patience is the key of everything ^^ )
:: kinda hot actually,but be gratefull !! ^____^ (u can buy ur own kipas ~)

what's in it ??

:: small group session ( sgs ) , small group discussion ( sgd ) , anatomy lab practical ( i get a chance to see the REAL liver and heart ) , clinical skills lab
(sphygmomanometer,spirometer,sthetescope,microscope and etc ) , the lectures ( seriously lotsa notes need to be read and cover ) and yehh the lecturers come mostly from india,timur tengah and also from thailand..if im not mistaken... the languange?? hard to be understand at first but later is OK ^________^ * no pain no gain

:: HOSPITALs AND CLINICs VISIT <--- best gila :D cus u get a chance to see the real situations and also talk with the real doctors......... i luv it so much !! the doctors are nice,and doc adrean <---- heuuuuuuu, i didnt answer his questions TT.TT feels very STUPID .. shame with myslef

the exam ??
:: OSPE ( a game in stations ) MCQ ( true or false / live or die ) SAQ ( short answer )
:: again,early exposure to medical's examination ....... ppl said it's unfair examination...IDK...all i know,we must study smart and never skip anything.because it is long life learning..and we're going to use this knowldege for every breath !!

studying tips ??
:: from my point of view -- after / before the lectures , try to read it first and after the lectures read it again..STUDY GROUP is quite helping !! where u'll realised OH I DONT KNOW that !! i did form a study group...with jayjay,fina,rus,fatima,aisyah,sofina and others..we help each other ! but need to study from the 1st week and be consistent.......

:: in HALL,try to understand it than never , sit with someone which can help u !! yeahhh..thx again to afina,fatima,lyana and others ....

:: selflearner?? YEHHH..IT'S A MUST especially after the study group / 5days before the examination..it'll help u to refresh back everything !! SURE IT DOES ~~

:: RECORDING ?? im not really sure, try it when u need it...but i dont think it's good cus ur knowledge is stored in the player .......... not at the brain ......... but it helps...so i might use it ! and it can help during study weeks...according to usm seniors ~

Perseverance
:: it's very important cus will be facing 1000000000 criticism,difficulties and hardship
:: and the doctors told us, perseverance will conquer ur smartness...dont be afraid !
:: so, strive in whatever u do cus ur dealing with human beings
:: be FOCUS and SERIOUS !!
:: but to be truth,im still having doubt with my potential...oALLAH :[

negative things
:: what do u feel when u saw some MG bitching u and ur family ??otally craps...and my heart did feels the pain ............... but lets karma * u ! LOL ~~ :p
:: I realised, to get a knowledge , u'll be facing lotsa challenges ..... only patience is the best treatment..and also PRAY ~
:: I BELIEVE ALLAH SWT IS ALWAYS THERE and im not worry .......... :D INSYALLAH ~

conclusion

::perseverance,be smart , focus,be POSITIVE ^________^

::I did this only during 1st yr, kind of regret coz I didn't continue this. It's not that I listen to the lecture twice in one day, it's during my study week when I found that I couldn't understand the lecture notes, I went back to the recording and found something else in the lecture which solve my problem. Haha~~

::my advice is, be humble, be active, make friends and study hard, you will be able to make it through :)

::hmmm u gt 4 blocks for ur 1st selanjar.... bioethics, nursing, cell n tissue n musculo..... bioethics n nursing vry relaxing n easy ny ....cell n tissue is average block... musculo is d killer block... musculo covers 40% of ds 1st exam... 1st of all u shud gt 2 knw d format of exam.... 4example.... seq... u wil hv 5 seq ques... n each ques for 10 minz.... so d allocation 4 seq 1ques wil b 4m bioethics, 1ques 4m nursing, 1ques from cell n tissue, and 2ques from musculo.... for id.... 5-6 ques wil b from musculo, 3-4 ques from cell n tissue, 1 ques from nursing, n 1 ques from bioethics..... ds is rough idea on d ques allocation for ur exam.... ds was on my tym.... ur exam myt hv sum changes.... bt wil b almost d same.... from ds allocation itself u cn knw dt musculo covers a large portion in ur exam ryt.... so d method of scoring medicine is very easy..... u jz hv 2jnw ur exam format n d exam needs only..... most of d ppl in medic skul dun realise ds.... ds my secret of success.... n im happy 2 share it wit u hahahhaha

sweet ~
didnt expect to be in one group with my OLD crush .we've known for more than 1years through FB LOLZZZZ. i didnt talk too much with him...im too shy..and he did ask me WHY UR TOO SILENCE ???? idk,it's just i dont really talk too much especially on unnecesary things...i'll try to be more FRIENDLY.sorry n**** and yes......... we'll meet again in housemantship ... insyallah ^_____^ sorry i didnt help u too much , and i keep avoiding u throughout the weeks :[ but im pretty sure there's plenty of kids want to help u cus of ur kindness :] g luck !! * i'll remember u and ur curiousity and enthusiasm inspired me a lot !!!! again,new breath is inhaled........LOL ~

group 2
ya guys are really smart and awesome .......... i feel very happy to be with a bunch of genius and scary kids... lolzzzzzzzzzz... gluck guys !! be a gud md student everyone ^^ .. cus it's miles to go and there's lotsa things need to be learn ~


what-should-be-done
:: md terms
:: usm preparation
:: jpa web
:: and CHILL ~

new brand chapter of life is going to started ~ bismillah....... i luv uitm... pre-med is awesome...it teach us a lot .... insyallah,i'll back to serve to uitm ....

xo
momoe~

o Allah swt

o Allah please bless my journey...im hoping for better week .. amin :'] ... hanya padaMu tempat aq mengadu...........semoga semuanya baik baik sahaja ~

perseverance and sleeppp

RAA

assalamualaikum....1st notes of pre med ... =(( i need to work smart
renin - angiotensine-aldosterone system

- required to increase BP
LIVER produce ANGIOTENSINOGEN ---> KIDNEY ---- > RENIN ---> convert ANGIOTESINOGEN into ANGIOTESINOGEN 1 --- > ANGIOTESINOGEN 11


FUNCTION OF ANGIOTESINOGEN 11
: systemic vasoconstriction ( artery vessel constrict )
: cause ADRENAL CORTEX to secrete ALDOSTERONE ---> NA+ and H20 INCREASE !~
CAUSE INCREASE IN BLOOD VOLUME

wish me lucks !

assalamualaikum,wish me luckss for my beautifull journey, rmcp interview and pre-medical in uitm shah alam....it's all on 30 MAY 2011 =] YA ALLAH please bless my journey..amin amin... i want to be a good doctor to be with adequate sc and med knowledge with a package of right attitude...insyALLAH =]

oiccccccccccch

serabott !! there and there.... damn harddddddddd terpaksa ulang alik !!! im not giving up..... o ALLAH please bless my journey.. amin2 ~

uitm puncak alam asasi sains 2011/2012

[ 21 may 2015 ]

assalamualaikum , hehe baru dapat update . anyways ASASI datang lagi . nothing much to say . i do but im LAZY . plus something big is coming ..... can u guess??!!! EXAM .. life is up and down now .
please pray for my success , amin =)

anyway need help leave comment oki .( im old senior already , i dont know how is the syllabus right now ) but if need my advise  or kate2 semangat bookmark my blog . lol lol

' be prepare before class . focus , enjoy ur school and make the grade ! ' everything will be fine
have faith to Allah swt and urself =) . . aim for what u want , start earlier but dont pressure urself

Asasi is a kickstart to make ur dream come true , only got 5 6 7 a's ? dont worry forget about SPM
dah jadi sejarah . ur already secure ur place in UITM . so dont lose urself . just target

4 FLAT ~!~!~~! okay =) its never too late . u dont have to be super duper genius to score . just need a preseverance and rajin !! insyallah .. kk ...

xo
kakak momoe =p


{31/May 2013]

salam wbt and hi ,

im back , btw cograzttt first to all my little sis n bro tahun 1995 ya ? cus u guys will be in palam this sunday . As for me ? doing medical degree 2ND YEAR , heading to 3rd year soon , having selanjr this july but HAVENT DO ANYTHING =[ im so bad .... oh im in USM KK ,kelate now =] .. how's medical study ? HAHA i nvr update about tat today . too lazy to tell how sweet being md study , i mean its a small matter n i believe there's a lot of kakak abang bloggers yang update bout md's study life . well ITS FINE , very INTERESTING and NEED WORK LIKEA HELL , but me bit lazy bit rajin , haishhh , nvr mind i will tell more when im in 5th year study ? insyALLAH =DD ,

OH study tips for palam ,? let me add little bit ya .. im too malas to tell but let me summarized evelytint =D which is

#drum rolls please ....




haha lol , oke . nothing much , STUDY HARD AND SMART , DONT BE LAZY BUMP , UNDERSTAND FIRST , IF DONT FAIL , DONT AND NEVER GIVE UP , FOCUS AND AIM FOR 4.00 FLAT , INSYALLAH ALLAH SWT IS THERE , AND HE'S LISTENING =] DONT WORRY MUCH , WHEN IN PALAM OPEN UR MIND , CONTROLL URSELF , LIKE MASELF , MEMANG SUKA DUK LAM BILIK BCUS MY ROOMATE BUKAN KAKI JALAN2 , HAHA , OK anything bole baca kat bawah . banyak tat i alredy said , heewww . ok take care in palam n GAMBATTEEEEE , wish me luck too in USM , tq for reading , as alwayss hunyyy *bear hug* anything can inbox me , my fb is fatin fakhriah  , if tak jumpa can email loh fatinfakhriah@rocketmail.com (im quite busy , excuse me if i dun reply >.< )

xo
momoe


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20.may.2012 [updated] Assalamualaikum.HI , err hello there ^_^y , call me MOmoe , 20 y/o , currently studying in medical usm kubang kerian . im batch 2010/2011 (2years older than u now) , nothing much to say , read my post carefully and apologise if im not being able to answer ur questions , bcus some is I DONT REALLY KNOW or REMEMBER (Y) ppl will forget evrytin when they get older :B btw whatever come across ur mind i believe everything is answered , so dun bother to type same questions , read it and understand ^^ , once u finish ur sem 1 u can find me again ! i'll tell u more .how ? easy just BOOKMARK my blog [momoekitty.blogspot.com] and u wont lose anything muahehehe.. for now chillaxx...olrite enjoy with ur newww life, wish me lucks 2 , amin

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 26.May.2012 [updated] [TIPS] not so much tips cus im not the best person to advice ya , im not the one who always get A's in exam like my other friends , others might pass easily but i didnt, i struggled a lot and actually i did failed my test during asasi, so success didnt come in easy way 4 me,whenever i fall , i cried but , , the best thing is when failure is with u ,u'll stand again and climb again, work hard and smart and focus in HALL ,maybe SHORT NOTES can help u too ,but if ur kinda person who can scan and remember everytin without joting down any notes,then go on, b4 LECTURE , PLEASE READ 1ST,if dont understand ask ur tutor or lecturers , be brave ^^ , discussion wif friends osoe can help u ... b4 exam revise and revise...understand makes ur life easier...math ? just practise2..bio ? read understand remember , chemistry ? understand !! the most important is in tutorial class,never skip any lecture or tutorial , but i did especially in physics =.= , and be HUMBLE ,no matter how great ur results gonna be , either u get A+ or anything,but dont worry i believe every1 hv their own potential , its just how u use it , im in 1st year now in medical schhol and my exam i osoe didnt get A's but alhamdulilah i passed it, im not a A'S student i hope i can be one day, sometimes i didnt focus or work smart, and im struggling , so it depends on urself , focus is important , and struggle ! i hope ya guys can pray for my beautifull journey here too =] dun worry much , u hv aim to b a doc , so work 4 it , perseverance is important ,asasi , JUST WORK AS LONG AS U CAN ! NEVER GIVE UP , GV MORE ... insyALLAH semoga dipermudahkanNya,, and of cus , ALLAH SWT is always there , pray ! enjoy the school :D , oversea can , but all 4flatters are studying in local universities uitm ukm usm um ums unimas unisza , u can apply at indo , or india or mesir or any which is under mara or private universities such msu , some is self sponsored or under mara or ptptn loans ,the best thing studying here , u hv jpa , which u dun ned to pay back , but ned 2 serve 4 governments , maybe ull b bit pening wif what i said here , dun wory , ull noe later as u reach ur 2nd sem , so focus on ASASI 1st ;]

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pray for my journey yah ! -interventional cardiologist-

my b3 classmates -mardhiyah,mami affina,me,moss,dhiyana,teha`

in PHYSICS LAB ~ experiment *.*

it's THE CLIMB ~ mendaki bukit instead of TANGGA.

my b3-ians with chem tutor

my PRETTY HOUSEMATES ~[ asasi gala night]

me with fatin affina [smart and kind-hearted]

me and jojo [ a LOL-er] and mardhiyah

my polkadot bedsheet <-- rm10 only =p

assalamualaikum,saje je buat postt ni..nak kasi nuffnang naek..lol...okeoke future asasians GOOD LUCK ! here few guide to ya =P .. PUNCAK ALAM is AWESOME =) any questions just drop a comment below ~^^ *take a deep breath and READD!! and random pics2 sume psl my life in palam~ my BESTIES jojo,affina,moss,mardyh and my tutor/b3-ians/pretty housemates

[STUDY]

BUKU2 : BUKU SPM,bawak lar physics addmath chem bio..bwk sikit j sbb x sentuh mana actuly.just if awk nak recall balik.sbb i prefer based on LECTURER/google internet.ANYTHING IKUT KATA LECTURER!!notes lecturer akan bagi!ur CLASS REPRESENTATIVE incharged utk photostat NOTES2 =].dalam HALL,lecturers akan bagi HINTS utk test & exam..PASANG TELINGA oke!

SYLIBBUSS :
PHYSICS --> ada basic SPM .buku GIANCOLI PHYSICS.yg ni beli dgn lecturer.! WAJIB.nanti dia potong elaun untuk bayar!

BIOLOGY : buku CAMPBELL.WAJIB beli dgn lecturer.ptg elaun.SLIDE NOTES based on LECTURER.kalau lecturer kate A,A lah jwpn nye..blaja cells,nutrition and etc...more to understand & memorise conceptual

MATH : yg ni laen dari ADDMATH snang lar.basic xm3 + math.tp kn FAHAM,HAFAL,INGAT byk step bila nak solve problems.salin notes & guna matriculation books.bole beli sendiri or lecturr

CHEMISTRY : Basic SPM ada.acid base,electrochem,periodic table n etc .yg ni pun NOTES dr LECTURER & matriculation books.bole beli sendiri or lectrr =]

LECTURE: Hari2 larr except WEEKEND!!..lam sehari 2-3 lectures..either 2-3hours per lecture (attendance assumed as MARKS )

TUTOR CLASS : 1 hour only.every wex 4 class lar phy chm bio math.( mase ni tuk discuss tutorial/tanya benda xfaham).lam tutor ade QUIZ and ada marks.!(attendance assumed as MARKS )

LAB PRACTICAL : 2jam untuk each except fo MATH.math xde.mase ni buat LAB mcm kat skul.differ nya LAB REPORT,u buat sendiri and submit 4 grading.kat skul cegu bagi eh?lebih kurang lar..(WAJIB PAKAI LAB COAT/beli sendiri/beli dgn uitm rm45 )(attendance assumed as MARKS )


EXAM: ade 2 kali TEST,1 FINAL EXAM. LECTURER akan terangkan on first day camne grading dia k.dun worry ^^~

CARRY MARKS : QUIZ + ATTENDANCE HALL LAB TUTOR + TEST + ASSIGNMENTS = 30% [ ni dgr mase lctrr/tutor xplain k]

ASSIGNMENTS : scrapt book/online assgmt/presentation in hall
SYLIBBUS ASASI and MATRICULATION lain.cus kite ade PHYSICS ~

GRADING : nak dpt 4.00 MATH WAJIB A'S . 3 subjects je dikira..2 lagi its up 2 em..mane u dpt tinggi,itu akan dikira. =]

QUIZ : every weeks in tutor class !! b prepared j larr..(carry marks)
TEST : 2 kali test (carry marks )

FAIL subjects ?? KENA REPEAT EXAM ~ jgn larr FAIL,nanti kena cover untuk sem1 and sem 2

MUET : no english class..self-learning..at the end of sem1 ada bengkel MUET sehari.... kena score band 4,5,6 nk dpt critical course mc medik n etc !
overall,dalam LECTURE HALL kena SALIN NOTES and FAHAMKAN selalu.CUKUP KAN TIDOR and JANGAN TIDUR LAM HALL.takut xleh CATCH UP..jgn KOYA first SEM,ramai JATUH firstsem..

[HOSTEL]
House : satu apartment 4 bilik,1 bilik 2 orang,ada toilet and ruang tamu kecik.toilet ada ampaian,cume kecik.takut nanti housemates laen pun nak jemur,takut kite xpat nak jemur,heheh...xde light off mcm hostel.cus ni da uni's life =]. bawak WIRE LAN kalu xmo bwk BROADBAND.1 bilik 1 lan ,so share2 larr dgn rumate.BILIK TV,DOBI and SURAU kat floor 1 .sedia DUIT SYILING,,RM2..pastu ade DRYER RM2 gak..sabun2 bwk lar.kalu nak JIMAT,BASUH sDIRI after mandi..hehe

Electrical appliances : RM 10 per item *kena reg n bayar =]

cafe : ade WIFI,ade MINI MART ( baldi2 sabun mknn,kalu malas nak OUTING beli situ je tapi MAHAL CIKIT ) ,ade tempat jual mknn2..purata belanja rm5-10 larr per day.. nk jimat pandai2 larr =)

riadah : petang2 bole sewa BASIKAL kalu rajin /jogging or rehat and bla bla bla ....

pakaian : isnin n jumaat BAJU KURUNG girls..hari lain jeans and anything yg sopan,..heels,make up bole ( tp budak asasi xpayah larr =P) .. as long dun b too sexy like a korean babe or else kena saman pak gad..hati2! =)) boys : isnin KEMEJA..the rest anything as long bukan shorts or boxer...lol...hati2 PAKGAD UITM mcm garang sikit.! =="

TRANSPORT :Kalu malas nk daki tangga,naek bus RM1.bus rapid..bus setiap 1 hour ade.tp budak2 prefer tangga..kalu dok larat sgt naek bus leh =) ..

OUTING : nek bus lar..bus u90 (rm1) k klang central/shah alam (rm2).kat klang central ade GIANT/nk beli tiket bus.kat shah alam,ade sacc mall n etc.biase first sem budak2 suka keluar.jgn outing every wekend k ! nnti disturb ,..SERIOUSLY!oh sunway pun dekat dgn palam~ (iceskating???YEHHH...never went to sunway..lol)

MCD : depan palam pun ade ...nek bus larr =]

CLINIC : ada dalam uitm..dekat college angsana ^^~ FREE !

TANGGA : tangga palam mcm BATU CAVES .. so kena TOUGH larr!sport shoe is helping..mineral h2o osoe !! nanti dehydrate kan


INTERNET : in ur room akan ade LAN..so make sure bawak WIRE LAN..BROADBAND sgt2 slow especially CELCOM..

LAPTOP : 45% important..if no laptop,ada lab comp.laptop guna utk research,o9 assgmnts,but ada jep xbawak laptop.tapi mcm susah lar..

ALLOWANCE : rm1000+ per sem .... each sem dpt larr :D .but uitm akan tolak duet tuk bayar buku GIANCOLLI and CAMBPELL dr elaun

cocorikulum : 10% dikira..byk aktivity mcm ceramah n etc. WAJIB kumpul 8 kUpon =) ni mcm ur spm jgk larr =)

[BENEFITS]

-KALAU INTEND TO MEDICAL,UITM ADA PRE-MEDICAL.KALAU CGPA QUALIFIED YA'LL BE CHOOSEN TO ATTEND THE COURSE [ 3.89 > 4.00 ]

-jadi anak2 uitm akan diberi keutamaan tuk buat degree di uitm

-sem 2 akan ade ANUAL DINNER~ weee BOLe pakai cantik2 =p ( i look very mak datin-ish tat night)=P

-CHARLIE serangga yg mengigit and leave SCARS benda ni ADA kat palam,so jgn buka tingkap!!!!but dun worry FOGGING ada..just be carefull :D

that's all...ENJOY THE SCHOOL and MAKES THE GRADE ...weeeeeeee =pp G Luck y'all may ALLAH SWT bless ur journey ppl ! amin^^~
UITM IS AWESSOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMME :D

p.s : IM going to attend for pre-medical program this 30th may..pray for me yah !!! and ya can share and copy bole but please full credits : momoekitty.blogspot.com =)))

xo~

momoekitty

too much to say

assalamualaikum wbt =] .. seriously too much to ask to them...why oh why?why dont we just accept and be gratefull?i might be too young and i wont know how would they feel right now...i wish i have the power to help everyone..ALLAH is the merciful and He will never let him ppl to turns down..amin =]

pefft

assalamualaikum...... my last min intebiu..fuhhh.....never thought of tat...seeing many peeps wif high level of confidence....i just answered based on ma knowledge..not too much i know...hemmmmm..........i dunnue...... im tired.....really ............. it's like im not really shul b there.......im confused.......seeing many strangers make me falling down.......hemmmmmm.....again clueless stressfull~ seriously........ 4.00 makes ur life perfect.............. i hope to b one of em one day...amin2~

it's a ladder

salam!

it's really hurtfull....19 april 2011...... and my heart is bleeding right now..i dont know what to say...it's just that i feel nothing right now.. *tawar hati?!* yehh...my success is postponed..i didnt fail..only 0.01 that makes me differ and 0.11...i wont give up..maybe i pick a wrong choice.maybe im too confidence...but im not regretting at all...whatever He's going to give it or not,i'll accept..the only true Failure is fearing to risk....i took my risk !! but * no rezeki * dear fatin fakhriah,remember ur long terms goal during ur short terms problems!!!THE FAT GUY with coat .... He's somebody right now..he'd managed to pursue his dream eventhough he weren't given any chance by the deans..i just dont know..im cluelesss....i feel like this worls is so unfair..it's like WHY NOT ME??but i shouldnt feel like this way...the only thing right now is PRESEVERANCE !! im badly hurt.... i loss one chance perhaps,but i should learn from this lesson...LEARN FROM UR LOSS !~ I TOOK A RISK AND LOST !! i could feel it in my heart but i cant hold it...it's escaped from my hand...HEARTBROKEN ~ keep moving on,i should cry for didnt trying very hard .... but enough...my job is to make myself happy now...will try to pursue it whatever happens...... couldnt afford to make them dissapointed with me anymore..THE NEXT STEP : new brand chapter of life , new me ........ it's okay to be selfish sometimes^^~im always going to build my own strength,i wont be affected by INSECURE PPL anymore,i dont believe in myself OK have it own my way .... no MY BELIEF IN MYSELF IS MORE IMPORTANT STRENGTH.............. hope everything gonna be fine... amin~

xo
momoe

screwweddd

my aptitude test........i failed.....................ya Allah.......... =( im useless....................... it's postponed.....my fault........ya ALLAH,what do i need to do??

HPV vaccine in malaysia

assalamualaikum !! IM gonna be more serious now on =] ...... lol......just little research by me with mr google =P

HPV

what is HPV?according to mr wikiwiki HPV (HUman papillomavirus) is........google sendili lahh!!lol.......actually it's type of infection that lead to cancers of CERVIX,VULVA,VAGINA and ANUS in women or CANCERS of ANUS and PENIS in MEN.pictures??hehe...google larrr!! means HPV can lead to cervical cancers....................... *beware girls and boys !!

HPV transmission

1.Sexual intercourse - condom wont protect from virus *err??

2.Delivery of baby by infected mom .....

3.skin to skin contact ( kissing??it's possible)

say NO to SEX b4 married !!

Symptoms of HPV ??

Warts ( ketuat ) on ur feet (genital warts )appear on the vulva but may also occur near the anus, on the cervix, or in the vagina. In men they appear on the penis and scrotum or around the anus

just a simple infos.... be healthy luv life ^^

ohohohoh!~

greeting~
lately many things happened...tok caught in hospital for having many compilations...it's pretty tiring actually where i've to wait in hospital..But it's fun where i can take care my own tok when she needs anything,i can b there..i assumed this is a chance for me (learning) how to take care or handle with a patient..glad she's discharged from hosp already,...and then...PADILLL became the victim of hit and run by a lorry yesterday....stupid DRIVERR !!! how could ya run after hitted 20 years old boy...poor padill.......... =((( ........ Her face.....humm...hopefully he's fine...he must be strong cus he's A MAN !! me?? still doing nothing...trying to practise for usm interview in case my name is listed...i hope so..amin2~ if no UITM or no USM ... UPU is the last choice.....hopefully my name is listed in USM ... UITM??i dont know...seriously so many 4flatters...and im really hoping for USM....... amin amin............ my sis??no...she cant help to get ma name in there.she's not in medical field or have any wayar kabel (wayar kabel is lame,y evryone ned tat???well this is world)..she can only help me to prepare for interview...she told me to not to give up...if this is my rezeki,insyallah I'll attend the interview session...anything need to prepare maself ......... =) dear fatin fakhriah sani,please dont be a spoilt brat..please KICKK ur stupid lazy attitude awayy..............arghhhhh............oke that's all.... (=^.^=)Y

*ALLAH KEEPS ME GOING * Happiness keeps you sweet, trials keep you strong, sorrows keep you human, failures keep you humble, success keep you glowing, but only Allah keeps you going! - Alhamdulillaah!!!

XO~
momoe...

He's mercifull

assalamualaikum...

alhamdullilah for everything

tq ALLAH SWT tq

tq

tq for keep listening to ma prayer

tq for giving me Ur blessness

alhamdulilah

my Cgpa is OK ^^

well im not a miss 4Flatter ~ ( i played alot ..err chill alot??..haishhh)

but it's enuff to regain back ma confidence level

sem 2 life lil bit suckss with some negative ( thoughts and words) ~~maybe not nEGATIVE but OUCHH !~ it hurts me.. =)

like *pointer ko layak k nak amek md* yess,it's true but I BELIEVE being a doc is more than academic excellence ^^~ which required GOOD APTITUDE

insyALLAH,kalau itu REZEKI..just keep on CLIMBING !! dun worry FAtin =DD

but ALHAMDULLILAH

ALLAH swt is mercifull nd fair to His ppl..

what's next??bit prep for interview and find some job...

im really JOBLESS now :P

thanks mok,aboh,kakok,alin,ariff,wawa,yaming

and to MYSELF =DD

this is what my sis told me one years ago ~~

when i feel kinda loss and depressed with maself

and yess

LOW EXPECTATION GIVE A PLEASENT SURPRISE ~~

COGRATZZ all ASASIANS UITM PUNCAK ALAM !! u deserve that ^^ !!

hopefully i'll PASS my 2nd stage..amin2~

oyahh...im so happy to text all of my lecturers and tutors just now..

hiihihi...huge thanks for em...i <3 em...awesome ppl !!

and bundle of tx tO uitm di hatiku ....

Lolita Lempicka : Remember adik, no one can stop you from pursuing your ambition and dreams. Excellency is not about how many A's you got, but how do you use your potential wisely. April 11, 2010 at 3:15pm ( 1 years already :] )

alhamdulilah YA ALLAH...terima kasih YA ALLAH.... amin amin..it's always gonna b miles to go =DDD

xo~ momoe

Bismillah Ar-Rahman Ar-Raheem

PAINS OF PURE HEART everything happens for a reason God is always merciful to His people it's not the end of life History wont bring anything. start it again and move on.

DONT EVER LOOK AT BACK tawakal~ and dont regret it ....keep on moving

KEEP ON CLIMBING

"Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try Again. Fail again. Fail better."

"Apa jua kebaikan (nikmat kesenangan) yang engkau dapati maka ia adalah dari Allah; dan apa jua bencana yang menimpamu maka ia adalah dari (kesalahan) dirimu sendiri. Dan Kami telah mengutus engkau (wahai Muhammad) kepada seluruh umat manusia sebagai seorang Rasul (yang membawa rahmat). Dan cukuplah Allah menjadi saksi (yang membuktikan kebenaran hakikat.

xo

momoe~

P.S : im not a great person but im trying to be nice to myself and ppl around me =] and i SHOULDNT EXPECTING ANYTHING IN RETURNS... YEHH ~~

atoyayy

xpat tido =..........................................= dammit hormones

im sorry

=( im sorry TT.TT i screwed everything ..... i dont know what future gonna hold...ya ALLAH please forgive all of my sins~

never say never

i was like baby baby baby oOuhhh

lol

yes BIEBER

i get ur point !!

hemm

need to

improve more on

my languange

so what to do now???

do some research regarding interview

welll i dont know yet

but it's knowledge and early preparation

can SAVE lives =D

dont worryy...well im worried !!

tawakkal~~

xo~

momoe

my desire

greeting evryone ! todayhh im going to talk about lactation (breast feeding) ...........the best way to feed ur baby is .................. hahah LOL............. watteheckk im talking ?????!!! hahah.................IM SORRY..just applying what i've learned during my BIOLOGY in uitm..im just joking~~lololoxxx....oke enough...........actualyy im totally forgot about my UPU first choice...my DESIRED UNIVERSITY!!!!!!!!!!!! is it UPM or UNIMAS??OMG~~ ottoke ottoke???i guess UPM,but my HEART tell me to CHANGE it to UNIMAS~~ hummmmmmmmm...........oke things to do in this week while waiting for 11 APRIL 2011 ~~ awww aww aww i'm so scared~~nehh,lets PRAY for THE BEST-est .. insyALLAH ~~

1.usm

2.Upu

3.RESUME

4.interview??how?how??

5.sleep

6.Eat

7.Tv

8.stalk HATIM <3 <--GEEZZ

9.watever watever watever

10.FAt fat fat ~~

ZZZZZZZZ

XO

momoe~

menyesaaalll

menyesal gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ya ALLah =((((( fatin wake upppppppppppppppppp........................realy there's no turning point and i cant change my history =(((((((((((((((((((((((( i cant fix my mistakes in past ~~ya Allah,please forgive me =((((((

effort plus passion equal to capability

thanks hatim!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i'll keep stalking ur blog and fb pageee :D ALhamdulillah

useless

i feel like a loser right now ~ im regretting everything past few weeks ~ i let my feeling to controll myself ~ im sorryy ~ im useless~ my commitment runs a lot ~ i want to change but i didn't ~ i ha~te myself xo momoe

It's much more fun to be ugly.

loving someone who doesnt realised of ur existing is better ~
loving super junior is better than someone nearer with you~
cause they will never let your heart broke into pieces~
im ugly for writing this....................
i wont search for luv anymore
i wont say HI anymore
i will pretend im happy cause you are ignoring me
im little heartbroken.................................................
but watheverrrr duhh~

oh duit!

assalamualaikum ! ^^~

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sobs sobs kalau

larr sy anak datuk

LOL~

im pretty ugly
im d princess pauper
help me people!!~~~

xo
momoe

boring

boh-ring TT.TT nothing to do,too free and too lazy to work,nobody to chat with...

and

LIVE to EAT ;D

WEweeee~

NUFFhunting

blogwalking~

money money

please grow

like pimples

<3

:D

uitm puncak alaaaam

assalamualaikum,just a short review about my experienced as science asasian in uitm puncak alam or cut it shortly PALAM ~

STUDY awesome ! nice lecturers and tutors ...they help us a lot in studies.........

[ physics chemistry biology and math ]

i didnt performed very well...seriously TT.............TT

I FAILED a lot .............. ohhhh im babooo~~ i dunoe...just see mycgpa later....

seriously,i didnt give high expectation...lets hope for the best...insyALLAH !

THE shocking fact is that i studied from 6 am till 12pm...... lol..........full time student XD

hahaha....

*at first i loss a bit especially in physics..yeahh`yeah` =.="

sem2,i'd managed to catch up a bit with help from my classmates..tq alot dear friends !!

PLACE

such a condusive place with green environment

and of course far far away from shah alam .. ( malls and etc )

*nice place for dorkssss :D

HOUSEMATES

Truly nice and open minded..well here,ya need to learn to build connection,be tollerate with each other and etc.......they talked a lot and they are very funny and happy go-lucky...im really happy to be with them

roomate? just nice =]

CLASSMATES

all nice and indeed very helpfull..i love ya guys...

i'd sucksss high school moment with my classmates but now not anymore cus b3-ians all AWESOMEHHHHHHHH <33333

P.S : to all spm takers..dont worry if ur result r sucksss...cus u still hv foundation or matriculation...trust me babeh :DD ... i nevehh tell lies .. LOL

March 2011

assalamualaikum...yebbbaaa todayy iss aa fairytalleee...nehhhh today is 17 march 2011....ive done with my ASasi's life...sure am gonna miss those hectic and stressfull life .UITM PUNCAK ALAM.........1 WORDs to describe AWESOMEHHH.. LOL~

i donnohhhh.........................my final xm?? i think i screwed everything...im not very confidence to say YESSS SOO EASYYY...I CAN ANSWERR EVERYTHINGGG....IT WASNTT THAT THOUGH,..Its easy peasy.. LOL that wasnt me...for now im hoping for good outcomes...I DId terrible in my chemistry..seriously ! BUT NO USE TO SPLITT right now....... =.=" heuuu

i put the blame on me,,,u can put the blame on me...mum,im sorry !! im not a good child to you...i didnt performed very well everytime...ya ALLAH,please help me.i really want to succeed.just couldnt afford to make everyone to upset with me..................momoOe yaww!!!

feel kinda lonely right now..everyone is having their own precious time with their friends, bff,bf

LOL~ i miss to chat with nur iman......haha seriously...and im not ashamed to admitt it now..LOL then why did you removed him?? I'VE TOO...FOR THE SAKE OF MA FUTURE...haha..but still i cant forget you FAGGOT !! hahaha.i dunnoe,but i still can controll my feeling..whatt i mean is I DONT SHOW TO YOU OR ANYONE that I REALLY WANTT TO TALK TO YOU right now >.<>

gossh...i talk too much ... i want to watch some k dramas ~ XD ive abandoned KPOP for past few months .. MIANHEE oO :( cus i lose my appetipe on kpop yaww.. APPETIPE...appetipe...did i spelled it right???wehhh APPETITE ~~ hahah :DD OKE AND IM NOT GOING FOR SUPER SHOW 3.... DAMMMIT!!!!!!!!! NO MONEYY ... =(((((((((((((((((((((((( okeh wahatever...suju?boooo mee~

oke bye for now...ya ALLAH please give me UR mercy....please help me to get through everything...pless help me to pass my 2nd stage...amin2 ~!

xo

momoe

P.S : im going to start BLOGWALKING ~~ yebbba

my skin wasnt this smooth,....lotsa pimples and bitt..nOOOO lotsss OILY

sobs sobs......wait till i got my own dollars and buy DERMALOGICA product and ya'll c how ma sking going to turn like FASHA SANDHA's skin...yehh ~~ mum told me ma face looks alike FASHA SANDHA....haha what did i said ??????? mum,dont say it...i know......... haha lol........ in my dream =.=".. oke bye for now...c yaa ppl :D AND BYE UITM PALAM....BYE ASASI SC UITM PALAM..YA GUYSSSS DAEBAKKK ( awesome )

change

i want to change towards better












ya ALLAH forgive me for all of my sins
ya ALLAH i dun want to repeat my physics....ya ALLAH please bless my journey

xo momoe

oouh

ouh ouh













if it could be that smooth
im weak right now'
all i want to do is to close my eyes...........
my life wasnt that easy
its like a ladder and always gonna be a ladder
ya ALLAH,i didnt pray hard to You....
i lost my mood..............i miss my oldself during sem1
FOCUS STRONG and INDIE-PENDENCE ~~ I guess??
i miss d budakkk johorrr...joojo...no......i cant rely on others 4ever........all i need is MYSELF...the old me.................okeh i should zip off.im stupid for now =(((((((((((
ya ALLAH,why it couldnt b an escalator??i shouldnt ask this
ya ALLAH please forgive for all of my sins.............keep on climbing! ITS NOT WETHER UR ON TOP ,ITS WORKING ON WHAT U WANT...and IM WORKING RIGHT NOW...but just the path that im travelling isnt that easy....its SLIPPERY and i fall alot =((((
p.s : high heels?? lol...
ya ALLAH plezz gv me a strength,....i want to pass in my sem 2.....i want to be somebody....
but i failed alot...........i dun want to fail in my final anymoree.just coludnt afford..ya allah tenangkan lah hatiku ini........................... amin

xo momoe

Yaww miles miles to go

assalamualaikum
byk formule kena hafal...humm math x cover byk prOBABUNlity .... =.=
presebverence...oke bye fo now !!
alhamdullilah :)

yawwwwwwwwwww

:?
dunnohh wat i'd feel...................gahhhhhhhh bring d spirit oh sleepy=.=
noooooooooooooo

its shupooo junioyo ..cus i cant stop thinking bout u boyss

no ss3
sokayyy,,,dun mind!
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i mind actuly how come i can let suju to perform without me????no wayyyy dude
lol no MONEY so SHATTTT uPPPPP...awwwwwwwwww *puppydoyeyes
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh IM FINE
peftftftft.................................suju j kot,ape ade dgn suju????TAKDE PAPEH :))))
oke cheers......AND JUST FOGET THIS small matters !!!
dear super junior,sorry for not be able to c ya guys............im sorry.......
saranghleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee OPPPA!!! hahah TT....TT
i dun mind

xo momoe~

me me me

assalamualaikum


i dun put it as 1st choice...hemmmmmmm sedih,,,,,madammmmmmmmmmm if i can delete it againnnnnnnnnn,,,,,,,..........ya ALLAH, i must not give up.....gotta tryy as long i ve this chanceee
im not feeling very well...DEMANGGGGGG
ya allah.......i made same mistakes again...i couldnt afford to let the careleness to kill me..........ya allah,,,,,,,please bless ma journey amin2.sokayy if ade rezeki ade,,,,,,,,,
focusss on next things,,dun worry but appreciate ur current situation..ya allah im vry grateful to b here with nice rumate hozmates and classmates...................i should b gracious....tq ALLAH....
xo momoe~

100th post

assalamualaikum...yayyyy...finally its my 100TH POST ...................... how r ya guys?not so fine here............life is getting tougher wif lotsa things need to be handle :(((((

i've done wif MY TEST 1...oh SH*T ....... thought its gonna b fine but nehhhhhhhhhhhhh..........

i made same and same and stupid mistakes over and over again..oyeahhhh i got band 4... :D

alhamdullilah ~ XD

i just need to b more focus.........iman?bumped wif u trillions times........but nothing......he's a faggot.im really tired.....bio is getting more complicated,ive skip my physcs.............................im tiredd..o yeh when dey ask me NANTI U nak amek ape..and when i answrd MEDIC!!!!!!!

evryone will show deir surprised face..yeh i noe,,im stupid :((((((((

i didnt prfomed very well in my test 1..YA ALLAH please help me...... :((((((((

i dunnoeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....IM JUST A TURTLE.......................................................:(((((((((((((((

nyWAY HEPY NEW YEAR...may ALLAH SWT bless y'all......i ve notin to say...........alll i noe i must keep climbing and neve let any negative things to let me done =(((( please pray fo my success...i need to be someone...i need to b in medical courses....... i must fullfill my family's wishes.............amin.....

hurts inside !

stop crying fatin !!
be a good ADIK,,,,whatever happened !
forgive and forget everything even how much they hurt u..........ur grown up already...u can stand with ur own 2feet ! one day,they will miss you cus u'll always be a ADIK ....... ;((
oh fatin,stop crying........i should cherish the last day with my family today,but i cant stop this feeling.i cant stop my tears from rolling down.my heart is sensitive like my skin..................dont be such a jerk drama queen
u never be alone,as long u have Momoekitty and ALLAH SWT !
it's not worth it TO FEEl mad....come on fatin !!!
be strong,,,,,,,,ur stronger than they thought !!!
YA ALLAH,tomollo im gonna start a new brand chapter of life
SEM 2 !!! YA ALLAH,im hoping fo a better time this time...
please give me ur mercy ! i really want 4FLAT A++ fo physics,chem,bio and .............i'll pay everyting ..all of their sacrifications toward me :"]
YA ALLAH,alahamdullilah is the best word to describe about my life now..........
hopefully,i can climb more carefully this time.........FOCUS FOCUS AND FOCUS
im moving foward.........
u can make me cries like a lil baby,but u can never make me LOSE ............

SEM 2 GAMBATTTE
4FLAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! amin2
xo

new phone yayyyy

My palm is wider than this phone =............="

assalamualaikum,yayyy!! i got a new phone
from my abah....

black-ish nokia e72

tq so much aboh and mummy!!!!!

i promised

to both of my parents

4FLATT MEDIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

must b in my hand

for this 2nd sem...my 2nd sem is about to start in few days >.<

oh PUNcak alam,im hoping for the greatest tutor,lecture and etc this time :]

ENJOY THE SCHOOL AND MAKES THE GRADE

amin^^

hihi

new phone

new spirit

LOL

oyahhhh...im trying to forget n** i***n

and i've stop stalking his FB !!

it's not worth it

i've showed my interest to u,

but ZERO respond !!!

alhamdulillah :D

i've managed to avoid seeing u in fb :P

last but not least

hepy eiduadhal guys
xo

miles to go part 2

i must remember this .......................................

i must get 4flat for 2nd sem......

i must get into any medical courses....................

YA ALLAH,please bless my journey in UITM PUNCAK ALAM...............

I couldnt afford to make my FAMILY dissapointed with me................

please grant my prayer......amin amin !!

All i knew is REAL LIFE STARTED AT 18TH wether ur in ASASI or MATRICULATION

SPM RESULTS doesnt GUARANTEE ur going to success or fail in future :P

lifeless

ouhhhhhh................................................appreciate life!

hello kitties

muahaha...hello stalkers ! lol.......

just few items that i bought recently in bubbles and quensbayy..yayy!!!

r'nt dey r lovelyhh nd cutehhh ???

im going to wear 'em fo sem 2 ^^

I JUST CAN RESIST FROM GRABBING THEM ="]

oh god

i noe im too childish

but this just my obsessions SINCE

I WERE LIL CUTE GIRL

till now

:P

give me a bunch of hello kitty

i'll marry u :D

nite moo-moe

xo~

the guilty feeling of lying

i crushed with someone on my fb,we neve meet actually

and i lied to him bout sometin

KANTOI!!!

and he seems trying to avoid me,,HUH??

what did he do??

he just delete my comment

BUT WHY???IS IT BCOZ I LIED TO U???

lately he keeps updating his status with STUPID QOUTES

did he pointing those status TO ME????

oke fine..

i just want to remove him from my fb...but at the same time i dont want to lose him..

.oh YA ALLAH,i wish i know how to stop my feeling >.< , i need to focus on sem 2.................

and IM SORRY because i lied to you

well,it's not a BIG DEAL anyway???

lying over a SMALL MATTER

ur TOO CHILDISH DUDE!!

wtf...............nope i cant say capital wtf !!!!

boy........

whatever it is im sorry!!

and for now i wish i can forget u!

IT'S A MUST

YA ALLAH

please help me to forget him

IM JUST TOO YOUNG for LOVE

but i cant stop from loving him'

HELL NO,!!

my hormones are CRAPS!!

oh yess,i'll keep myself BUSY

i wont interfere on ur businnesss nymore

YA ALLAH

please help me to forget him

and IM REALLY SORRY FOR LYING
^^

U'LL BE DELETED FROM MY MEMORY

bye~!

THANK YOU ALLAH SWT!!!

Alhamdullilah,im so hepy for now...my pointer not the WORST OR BEST either

but still PHYSICS larrr

yayyyyy!

i PASS my PHYSICS!!

meaning dont have to REPEAT next SEM!!!!

TQ ALLAH SWT

TQ for listening my prayer

^^

insyALLAH i can get MEDIC

and i'll get 4FLAT next sem

for mok,alon,aboh,alin,wawa,ariff,yaming

i'll be a DOCTOR

it's not POSSIBLE for me To be IN MEDICAL COURSE

IT'S A MUST!!!

insyALLAH!!

i'll try harder and smarter

cus IT'S THE CLIMB

GO MOO-MOE :]

next focus for MUET and SEM2

AMIN2...

tomolo gonna die

it's scary to be 18 y/o student !

tomolo sem1 result........hayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........

if got below 2.00 better die larrr. >,<

mamiiiiii im sorry for everything sorry for dissapointing u once again

im not a good child,daughter to u..........mamiii im soorry..i've done my best during sem 1 ...i admit tat i played a bit .............. im sorry...ya ALLAH im hoping fo better tomolo nd future,,amin2

i wan to be a DOC

i wan to b in medic course

ya ALLAH please give me some mercy

amin amin........

moo-moe

my pinochio nose =.=" goshhhh,........i'd rather fail in LOVE 1000TIMES than FAILING in my FUTURE........................ *PUPpydog eyes *.*

huwa huwa huwa

bla bla bla bla

bla bla bla bla

counting the days 2 NOV 2010 <=== next tomolo O.o

first asasian sem 1 result (hoping for Oong arrh)

it's gonna be the worst or the happiest??

humm..ya ALLAH ......... <=== baru nak igt tuhan time nak time result exam =.="

MILES TO GO BEBEH

good lucks to moo-moe :D

gulp gulp gulp

~XO MOMOE~

giving up on you!

heyyy heeyyy you!!!

MOO-Moe just give up !

giving UP here means im STRONG ENOUGH TO FORGET YOU !

yahhh...like u said NEVER SEARCH FOR LOVE CUS IT'LL COMES ONE DAYH .....

i get ur point !! muhamad ****

HAHA lol.... :D im weirddd...............first i fall in LOVE with ahxxx sxxxx and then n ****

hahah ............................. cant stop LOVING boys ~~ XD WTF !!

sorry, i likes you.........but i dun hv d guts to tell ya how do i feel...

dont u think it's totally peculiar if girl said to boy " I LOVE YOU"

well.................................................... never mind...it's just my odd feeling...i just feeling bored right now...................no need to fuss .......... :P

but im hurts inside.................... I WISH I KNEW HOW TO STOP MY FEELING.......

OMG,what the shitttttttttttttttt i dont want to be destroyed by LONELINESSS !!!!

well,im having sem breaks right now

hopefully i can study a bit fo next sem

ya ALLAH

i need a strength to face BOOKS

not to facebook-ing

damn you FB !!!

cn blue : i'll forget u

i will forget you. Starting today,
I don’t know you. I have never seen you.
We never even walked pass each other.
I’m okay. I forgot everything. I’m happy with my busy life.
I’ve met a great person too. Love is always like this. It fades away a...fter some time.
Can’t even remember it, oh
When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later.
It will forget. I will too.
It’s not difficult. I will forget everything after today.
I’m just getting used to my changed life. Oh~ No.
Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can’t even remember it. Yes~
I will erase everything.
I definitely will.
When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later.
I will forget you. Just like a wound heals…
I will. I will. I will forget you.

p.s : yes s=== r nd i==== :D ........ no worries! i've promise to myself and nothing can stop me

humm............tired of tryingg

tireddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
tired with everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!















MY MUET JUST LIKE A SIT
THAT STUPID BOY
STUPID MEEEEE

ya ALLAH..............please forgive me!
ya ALLAH,,please give me some strength
im in pain right now just because I DIDNT PERFOMED WELL for MY MUET SPEAKING
im in pain JUST BECAUSE EVERYONE KEEP SAYING THEY DID IT VERY WELL,THEY GOt A GOOD GROUP...........but me??????????????????????????????/




always shit,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
i just dunnoeeeeeeeeee..........................................serve me right!!!!!!!!!
why ive to sufferr so much??since i were in secondary scchool
im TIRED OF TRYING........................
YA ALLAH,PLEASE GIVE ME SOME MERCY
im sorryy............................i just want to be happy,to excell in my study,to satisfy my fam's wish...............im bot good enough IM SHIT!!!!!!!!!!
ALL I KNOW IS TO SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,,,,,,,,,,,,,but i alredy tried my best on muet preparation.but when it comes to real situation,I FAILED.........EVERYTIME I TRIED SO HARD,I'LL FAILED...like im my 2nd test =(
ya ALLAH,im sorry..i shul b gratefulllllll.................im sorrry

wtf

naboraso...baboo~
im stupid
im stupid
i dunnoe how to speak english
dunnoe how to use bombastic words
i shuldnt alive
dieeeeeeeeee
my muet's speakin = FAILED???
i hate being maself
my english macam TAIKKKKKt.KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
ya ALLAH........what ive done
im shittttttttttttttttttt..blodddddy hell
BODOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........Die larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

how does it feels to be loved?

sorry but today i want to talk about love...i know it sounds very JIWANG-ish
but im a 18 years old girl and im deserve to talk bout this crap... i feel kinda lonely right now..is it wrong to be lonely??i dont think so...but deeply in my heart,the loneliness is conquering myself right now...it makes me become weaker..i hate this feeling.......i should suscribe to the adage "being alone brings its own set of joys – if you learn to appreciate it"
lol....i love this boy...he's sc asasian also..from group A..humm,he used to add me on FB..twice! but i cant stand seeing him talking with other girls...he onced asked me,WHY HE NEVER SEE ME IN PALAM ...i told him YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME...dot you guys want to know why??because i wear headgear in palam..so people wont notice me !
it's much calmer nd safer ... :D
well,it hurts me...especially everytime i saw ahmad s%^&* with blonded hair girl everytime...well,why i likes him so much?first,he looks like GEEK..i love GEEK,they r CUTE with NERDY spec...really my ideal type of guy :P ..... i think just because he looks like a geek,is the main reason i fall in love with him..hummm...i think im stupid...wasting my time nd bothering my mind thinking of him....i'll tell him,i like him very much...one dayh! and im not expecting he'll love me back in return
of course NOT .... it's okay,,,STUDY first!!! never let ur loneliness to ruin ur life,well .... i just wish i can find someone from asasi sc that can help me in my study nd give me some strength in palam..meaning here is someone that can make me laugh and dont u think its sweet if we both can study together...of course a guy! :P
im sleepy bye :)

horrendous day !

alhamdullilah,i have just finished my sem 1...my final?seems like okay ...well,im just hoping after what have i answered is correct..last night wasn't a good day for me..supposedly being a great day for me as soon as i reached terengganu <-- YAH,NICE HOMETOWN..But not really,i just dont understand why ppl r keep worrying about my body figure...how do i look,how fat am i,how many pimples i do have!heuuu...hey UNTIESSS!!! watch out ur BIG MOUTH u old wrinkled!

untie : u looks "SEMAKIN SIHAT"

WTH this old women is talking bout <--- things that crossed in my mind >.<

huhhh,,,i might be bit emotionall,,,,but yahhh,just imagine when u r in good mood but suddenly came old lady spoiling ur mood......................well people,i just dont get it,,,IS IT WRONG being FAT?? FAT PPL know HOW TO TAKE CARE OTHERS FEELING................................................

am i too fat for this green earth ??.... kick ur own assses untiesss!

final xm of sem1

pray fo meh =]

a's bio math physics nd chem =] amin

my final is after raya,,,so what?

lol
im too lazy
im lazy
im tooo lazy
argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh
YA ALLAH , please give meh some guide !

tears rolling down .. sigh !

hey moo-moe

math paper,i thought im going to answer the question with full of confidence
but sad to say, not really
im sad..............
math math,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, but TAWAKALL to ALLAH SWT is the right thing for now
insyALLAH,,,but im quite kecewa with maself,,,i already prepared for math but still cant answer
better die larr,,,sorry MA FAMILY ! im not smart enough,,,seems like DOCTOR isn't suitable for me..DOCtOR only for a smart ppl...im not =[[[[

im a loner
sometimes i wish to have a bf
but seems like i wont own any love right now
yehh...no need to find love i bet
it'll come one dayh
==" heheh,,,sorry im kinda desperate .. euwww cheap-ish girl i'm !!
it's really fun to see others with their couple
heeeeeu............ im jelous >< im not PRETTY, that's why boys wont look at me
im fat....my face got many scar and pimples... =[
im 18th and im SINGLE since i born....

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life